Hide & Seek

christmas在心里

2009-12-25T19:34:00.000-08:00

今年的圣诞节过的很不同
没有华丽的圣诞树
没有所谓丰富的晚餐
没有诗歌
没有倒数

不过
发现静静的度过
心情依然很好
静静的思考
静静的数算神的恩典

丛其他的人的口中
听说在美里的庆典很不错
有的一起去教会
一起喝茶
一起聊天
还故意短讯来jiou我

虽然没有他们的陪伴
不过这样才让我
有更深的体会
就静静的来思想
2009年前的那个晚上
耶稣的诞生
也是一个静静的晚上

今年很忙的在撒种
撒了信仰的种
撒了品格的种
撒了友谊的种

在这静静不过具有意义的一天

在数算靠着神的恩典
看着种子慢慢萌芽
可惜的是
就像圣经里所说的
有的种子撒在路边
有的被撒在荆棘
有的则撒在好土上

就只能盼望
在新的一年
大家紧紧地依靠神的话
他的使命
好好的活

重复了很多次
还是觉得
年少的你们
还有很长的路要走
继续的做更多对的决定

对jx,bi和jp的表现
超满意
小奥看到你的努力
看到你在挣扎
继续的摸索
继续的往前走

。。。。。。。。

美妙音乐会

2009-09-24T09:26:00.000-07:00

今天去了福音堂联办的
我要赞美你
这是一场诗歌赞美会
邀请了几位小孩子
一路从Pujut 7载到Luak Bay
用一个小时才栽完
不过很享受在车里的谈话

每一个小瓜都有自己的故事
很想告诉他们

你们现在就像是一个画家
生命就是那幅画
神给了你们那支笔
给了你们自由
给了你们不同的恩赐
任你们尽情的发挥
记得笔是在你们的手上
没有人能夺取你的才华.你的恩赐
就看你们有没有好好利用

你要好好利用你手上的那支笔
为你的将来画出一个美丽的图画

今天蛮惊讶的
你们这几个小瓜既然能静静的观赏
两个小时的音乐会
（处了everise被男高音吓醒）
哈哈哈哈
不过总比坐在我后面的女生好
从头小到尾
还要我出马请她音乐会完后才笑。。。

很不错的音乐会
关灯的话效果因该会更好
可以更集总精神
来欣赏

(photo taken after the concert at Bak Kuek Teh)

Today was quite excited as there is a International Choir Performance at Dewan Suarah
Picked up 5 kids all the way from Pujut 7-Luak Bay
Took me a good 1 hour to do that
It was all fun
Had a good chit chat session in the car
All boys (except mr choo becoming a man soon la) are from different background and has their own story to share...
But most of them..they make me feel like a proud parent/Dad today
they survived the choir performance
I was a bit worried as it is more like Hymns Presentation. very classical
but they quietly sat there and 'endure' and tried to enjoy the music
I was being disturbed by a group of gals sitting at my back
It was so annoying until i had to turn back and asked the gal not to giggle
I said: 你可以等到他们唱完了才笑吗？
I looked at my kids.
Even they can sit quietly and listen, why can't those girls?
So proud of them...
Hope this add some colours to the boys life
Hope one day they will start to appreciate the quiet life with God
Start to know that it is fine to be quiet in front of God .....

Boys, Proud of You!!!

穿着美丽外衣的外星人

2009-09-18T10:44:00.000-07:00

今天游了泳
轩弟吵着要去富丽华看看歌唱比赛
两个便浩浩荡荡的穿着巴刹裤去
我说轩弟心机重
他知道不可能穿到最好看
就以最lefe形象出现
也一样会成为学校话题
哈哈哈哈

不过
这次真的让我体会到
很多少年都是穿着美丽外衣的外星人

在美丽衣裳的背后
他们都像外星人一样
各自说着外星语
很渴慕其他的人去真正地了解他们所表达的
很渴望其他人去接纳他们

他们以服装，以打扮，以粗俗的语言
刻意的营造一个形象
或刻意改变自己以至可以成为
另外一个被接纳的外星人
往往他们在忙着寻找那个族群时
就迷失了自己

外星人啊

我试问
在那美丽的衣裳
在那浓妆艳抹
在可那雄姿英挺的背后
那个真正的你在那里？

blur blur 不过又有很多感触时写的

Project Accomplish!

2009-09-10T03:26:00.000-07:00

was being asked by U. Daniel to help up for his property launch
it is a dome like apartment in apple grenn n white
so decided to have a colour theme for the decoration
and transform both car park for event launch venue and dinner venue
also for the vips they had a sunset rooftop dinner.

had fun working on it thou the schedule was a bit tight
thanks for those that jump in and help (ks, danielhui, bilu, cc, kevin, 1pi0, czhen)

it took us 3 days (to setup) about 2 weeks for preparation work but the ceremony was like 15mins.

hahaha..short n sweet..

but i like the challenge. not too often u can propose smthing so outrages
eg having dinner in a car park (hosting 200 ppl) - car park was the only plc available to host 200 ppl sit down dinner
jungle n forest theme for the dinner venue

i like the turquoise (off tiffany a bit) and white cloth deco.

another beautiful project accomplised!

L-O-V-E STRUCK

2009-09-03T09:08:00.000-07:00

On my way home after having yummy burger
Playing Olivia Ong's CD
The song L-O-V-E came alive
Just realise that my little blackie's sound system is quite good
While I am driving
A lot of couple friends came into my mind
May God bless their relationship and see it thru

For those that are still searching
May all your heart be blessed
As you wait patiently
God will definitely show you L-O-V-E

Enjoy the music....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MCzBAj6hC6I

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you
(it means i am that poor?lol-穷到只剩下爱 only have love left..haha)
Love is more than just a game for two
(it involves our cycle of friends and our parents-in laws as well?)
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please dont break it
Love was made for me and you

写给那两兄弟

2009-09-01T08:42:00.000-07:00

看到一个很努力的在k数学
终于你已战胜自己
从前你老是找借口
现在看到你尝试
就凭这样的态度
神肯定加添更多东西给你
因为你在证明你是一个好管家
好好管理你的才干与恩赐
一步一步的往上爬

还有你
满想念当初刚刚认识你的时候
你埋怨我没有带你
我说你没有什么大问题
所以不带
以为你自闭
mana tau
假自闭
喜欢你受教
只希望你继续的亲近主
因为唯有从他而来使命才会让你走的更远
看到你的迷茫
不要忘记
主已经有你的大蓝图
继续的求
继续的问
继续的祷告
他一定让你看到。。。

有感而发

2009-09-01T08:40:00.000-07:00

感动是因为看到你渐渐稳重。
感激是因为你会陪老人家。
感慨是因为好有很多人还没上岸。
感人是因为还有童话故事。

原来人间还有希望。
Pai Kia 还可以变好人

会为你的生命祷告
因为你生命的转变将成为一个美丽的见证
谁说破茧不可能
看你要不要而已。。。

RUTH的故事

2009-08-24T03:09:00.001-07:00

This is for Fong Fei Kei King & PC Gal
(FFK say want to come. late late also dint see him come,
I promise PC Gal I will write some notes here for her to read)

So here comes the story...

Today went to a night seminar of Pastor Ho.

The topic is about RUTH.

Definition of Ruth from a book God's People
RUTH is
the kind of woman (a widow, she was offered to leave her husband's mum to find a new husband but she refused and stayed on to take care of the old folks) who draws the world after her,
not just because of her beauty
but by the lasting qualities of unselfish devotion and lowly service

My knowledge on Ruth was she was a lady that transform a generation.
Because of her obedience and faithfulness,
She brings her tribe out from poverty to promise land
What a quality!!! Needless to say she is BEAUTIFUL...hahaha

Actually I was expecting lesson on how to select ur the other half
but it turned out to be a FULL ON bible study on the book RUTH

CHECKLIST ON WHETHER YOU ARE RUTH'S QUALITY
1. Innocent (单纯）
2. Obedience to Old Folks （顺服）
3. Willing to Serve Old Folks （孝顺）
4. Diligent （勤劳）
5. Appreciative （懂得感激）

All these are the fruits of being close to God and always drawing strength and love from God.

Lesson Learnt:
在逆境中看到神的带领
身为老板，你只有权拥有公人的劳动，你并不掌控他的全部
寻找一个会把自己交托给神的女人
常常人在自足的时候忘记神，在不自足的时候才想起神

激励的话

2009-08-11T08:45:00.000-07:00

最近在看激励的书
看到有一些值得送给小孩的话

梦想是一个非常奇妙的东西，最初就像一粒种子，在每个心里萌芽。由于有合适的环境条件，例如家人和朋友的精神独立以及物质上的支援，再加上自己实现梦想的强烈愿望，这份梦想变能够成长

Ah Bi-梦想应当是触手可及的，只要我们每天，每时，每刻都努力一点，最终一定会走完这条充满挑战的荆棘之路，体会到一种前所未有的充实与满足

Ngien-梦想是成功的起跑线，决心是起跑时的枪声，行动又如全力冲刺的奔驰，唯有坚持到最后一秒，方能获得成功的锦标

Xuen-梦想就助你心想事成的无形能力

Boy-如果一个人光有希望和梦想，而丝毫不用行动去实现，那么这种希望和梦想，充其量只是一种梦醒之后就幻灭的空想

只有希望而没有实践，那么就只有能在梦里收获。

KS-一步步向前，让目标一步步实现

当我们下定决心开始追逐梦想时，所能做的是从自身所处的环境出发，利用有利条件，完成这个伟大的使命。

大老板-目标的实现，不仅需要耐心的等待，还必须要有坚持不懈和百折不挠的奋斗精神

小孩们
去寻找你们的梦想吧~

很有品味的一个星期

2009-08-05T10:09:00.000-07:00

(back row-liang xin, small pig, actor xuen, uncle hui, doc phang)
(front row-alfro xien, tomayto, sibu bo, taiwan min xin bi)

上个星期日
心血来潮
约了一些小朋友和大朋友
一起去电子图书馆
去欣赏一个音乐会
名为
音为你

错过了前两首好歌
默默祷告
要求上帝
好戏在后头

真的还不错
虽然音响不是很好
空调不冷（少许影响到欣赏音乐的mood)
还是有feel到在音乐会

看到小孩子们静静的聆听(古典音乐ok)
真的很自豪
良心也很享受 (良心是一个朋友)

很希望有更多好的音乐会
出现在美里

..........

很久没有花时间和大老板交谈
今天约了他游泳
老板就是老板
来到我家载我
被载的感觉真的不错
到gcm附近
看到有bush fire
大老板二话不说打电话给bomba
(太不可思议)
现在还有酱关心环境的年轻人么?
沉水多过游泳
然后去parkson找mooks专卖店
mana tau wrong info
看到popular
就进去看看
竟然在popular待上半个小时
很享受在书丛中翻书
也万万没想到
他喜欢读书
在那儿谈了买什么书
各自买了三本激励书 (我买了-梦想就是力量,抬头做人,低头做事, 别急着吃你的棒棒糖)
还打算以后一起去desserts
享受ice cream 和读书乐
(讲nia啦)

感觉真得很不错
有class真的不一样......

我的祝福

2009-08-01T09:50:00.000-07:00

今天和你。你与你聊天
发现你们都在成长
看到你们可以独立生活
看到你们享受在家的感觉
看到你们不再是朋友当头

觉得你们成熟了许多

希望你们继续的找到自己的定位
继续提升自己的品格和水平

愿阿爸天父
眷顾你们
愿创造你们的他
让你们一一的揭发你们的恩赐
你们的大蓝图

我深信他一定会
只要你们愿意

休息是为了走更长远的路

2009-07-29T10:56:00.000-07:00

感恩
因为神常常都让我在适当的时候休息
让我再次重新出发

这次和绿洲的辅导大师
去了沙巴一趟
无论在思维
在情绪
在体力
在辅导方针方面
都满载而归（肚子也不例外）

很期待看到绿洲的成长
也很期待看到更多的人去爱这个绿洲

以下是我在沙巴吃喝玩乐的记载

Day 1: Burger King (雪筠老师的最爱）

Day 2: Sutera Harbour (补给干妈的生日茶点）。。。超美的酒店

Day 3: White Water Rafting

Korean BBQ Dinner...

private time

2009-07-25T08:34:00.000-07:00

Have been really busy with the cafe business and spent a lot of time with those school kids
Decided to have a day off today
planned to have some time for myself reading sleep in n relax
Mana tau found out brass band is performing today at sports day
And its 7am
I set my alarm but I was pretty sure I can't make it
No way I can wake up that early
Mana tau
645 alarm rang and i ignored and went bk to sleep
But heard lion dance drum roll
yes it was so loud that i can hear from my house (krokop 6)
Woke me up
Rushed to shower n drove myself there
Watched brassband played n saw those cute plus gila de color guard
Saw ikhwan as well
Then saw vin t so decided to stay bk to watch him jump
Record breaking jump.v impressive
First time saw him being serious in sports
ConsIdering tat he can berair cond at home but he choose to train hard under the sun
It all paid off
3 gold n 1 bronze for him
The funny part was his back muscle got cramp n I apply deep heat at his bk
But it was burning n we ended up putting water on it ( he was like Hui Gor and you put water ah quick quick)
But he felt better after tat
went makan see ham kueh tiao with tian, ikhwan, wei nuo n jacky. *ikhwan ordered kuew tio special but pass to tian after first 2 bite-apparently he is known with his big eyes and small stomach*
Slept from 12 to 2
J xuen called and wanted to go for youth fellowship.drove him there. shy like augustine
Then got a call from mr e ajak me to swim
So went for a swim truly relaxing
Send j xuen n Darwin bk.drop by at esplanade for a while
Good stop sea breeze was gd
Anywie just get back from church fellowship.it was real good
talk on mouth hygiene.so informative
and very interactive
after that
went to have supper with tomato n wei, 1pi0 ( so happy she visited our fellowship) n chin zhen and ngio ji ngien....
laugh n laugh n laugh...maybe its the chemical effect of ham n wat dan hor...

a day where there shouldnt be any kids end up with more kids (but i did read a few pages of the story book that has been with me for ages)

but it was all good....

ooooo..spent some time talking to mum n dad today as well before dinner...kkekekek

it is a good day...

life is beautiful

2009-07-02T21:26:00.001-07:00

Now chilling at starbucks spring kuching
Had a wonderful 2 days here
Life wout cafe
Life wout work
Life wout kids

Having time to walk thru malls
Having time to walk the old pasar
Having time to talk about mentoring kids
Having time to sit at the kitchen to watch someone baking cake
Having time in the morning to have kuching laksa n have the whole morning free

I thank god for the short escape

It gives me time to stop n think
A time to rest n reflect
I enjoy the time spent w Marlene n frenz
It makes me realize tat my burden for kids remain the same
Or has become stronger

God gives me wisdom to lead
Cuz only thru u
We experience total transformation

Only thru u
we are able to find the greatest love to share with the rest

Only thru u
our weakness is our strength

Only thru u
our strength will be strengthen and our mind will be refreshed

O Lord
teach me to lean on you daily!!!

life is beautiful

2009-07-02T21:26:00.000-07:00

event 和新店的照片

2009-06-18T10:24:00.000-07:00

我的F4

2009-06-18T09:46:00.000-07:00

绿洲营会时
注意到几个杰出的少年
各有所长
所以我召集他们在一起
挑战他们要在今年有一番作为
喜欢他们的单纯
喜欢他们的认真

我叫他们F4+1 （F5)

希望他们能抽离不良的团体生活
更亲近简单快乐的少年生活

当中特别喜欢叫东升的学生
看他很冲的
还叫他的队名
东升再起
怎么叫人不担心
在游戏的时候
从头赢到尾
不知道他的人
可能还以为他会是老大接班人

可是真的大跌眼镜
他可是读好班的学生
还因为有一次
他胃疼
我约了f3去他家探访
看到他桌上有教会的音乐谱
随口问他会弹吉他吗
他马上拿起他的吉他哼哼两句
（不是很好,不过超认真)
还在其他同年又不是基督徒的朋友前表演
真是太棒了

当其他同学还在谈帮派的故事
他在精力的要把功课弄好
愿神看到他的认真
继续引领他
保守他

这一群将是我会努力照顾的一群
老套一点
即使是要进到老虎的嘴巴把他们救出来
我都愿意....

神啊.求你保守!

p.s. ah yan我没有忘记你.你要继续加油!

很疯狂的一个星期

2009-06-18T09:39:00.000-07:00

店终于都开了

有一个朋友告诉我
他很惊讶
惊讶看到我抹地
惊讶看到我洗碗
惊讶看到我清理

我自己也很惊讶

惊讶看到那么都学生来捧场
惊讶看到和我很好的学生要来扎场
惊讶看到有学生来问我可以不可以辅导
惊讶遇到学生和我谈绿洲
惊讶看到原来那么多人逃课
惊讶原来我那么爱和年轻人相处

为了这个梦。

我可以洗碗
我可以扫地
我可以到垃圾桶
我可以忍受和两个母老虎工作
哈哈哈哈哈

很忙不过享受在其中

its been so so long

2009-06-13T10:23:00.000-07:00

its been so so long since i last blog.

let see what happen right after sibuti camp.

Renovation of The Castle of Coffee House

went straight back to cafe renovation. thank god. its all down and have tested run it.

thank you for all the supporters during the soft opening.

your turn up really put a smile on my face.

for more stories click on http://thecastlecoffeehouse.blogspot.com (but in mandarin only)

Lu Zhou Youth Camp

i found new hope and new inspiration

these kids are just so naive (in a good way), so teachable, so gifted in many ways

i have found new strength to guide a few of them

spending time with them

lend my ears to them

borrow my shoulders to cry them (if they need one)

i found a group of kids that i would like to follow up on

i called them the F4.

i will upload their photos soon

Henk Jan's Birthday Party

Annette was very happy with our service

Requested for the Zorb Ball and the Bouncer for the kid this time round

Zorb Ball was a bit cacat due to the 'injury' from curtin

but guess what!???

the husband was very happy with our service

and tips us RM100.....

but the most happy thing was i did the event with my F3 (jia xuen, everise and gui wei)

JX is inspire to speak and learn better english (cuz he doesnt know how to answer a 8 years old kid's question)...keep it up JX. i m sure one day u can do well

Everise- spent sometime talking to him. like his character. slow n compose. very steady. just need more focus and good challange

Gui Wei- always slow in talking but very calm person. need to encourage him to express his thoughts more..

It was a busy month but fruitful and challanging.

Thank God for his grace and opportunity

Thank my friends tat have been there (especially those prayer warriors)

Thank my partners (i m not an easy person to deal with)

Thank those kids tat have been supporting the cafe (pls make sure u dont over spend)

..................still got a lot of outstanding quotation that need to be sent out.............zzzzzz

创造历史的营会-爱。零距离夏日青年营

2009-06-03T01:24:00.000-07:00

配合教会的联合，
青年团决定来一个夏日青年营
我真的享受在其中
很久没有那种一起来就听到海浪的生活
很久没有不用穿鞋走来走去的生活
很久没有一起来就可以和年轻人祷告的生活
很久很久没有在听分享的时候会感动掉泪
(哭是因为看到神奇妙恩典)
很久没有笑到滚在沙上
(boy boy 和 Ryan 的演技)

这个营会让我看到

看到团契的重要
看到关怀的价值
看到团结的力量
看到复兴的前奏
看到神的恩典

我只能说....
大家要准备好...
复兴将要到来..

(复兴不是人名, 万一你不知道, 复兴是神给团契的一个使命,一个祝福)

谈得与失

2009-05-27T12:22:00.000-07:00

今天做了什么呢？

11pm-Ah Hui来我家找我，一起去河婆吃早餐
1130pm-去找负责jazz festival的公司收钱，要我们给discount, 问那个老老板娘为什么，给她气死。说没什么理由，就是要扣。我们不同意。在里面跟她谈差不多半个小时，最后要还的时候，支票开错日期（应该是故意的）然后又发现给的不是总数。。。。。zzzzzz。。。叫我们明天再回去（再收不到要荣幸出马了哈哈哈哈哈）
1200noon-去店屋喷完剩下的墙壁。。。满漂亮的。。。
1pm-去绿洲。。。还是很气那个老老板娘不给钱
2Pm-去载各为美女（curtin和ah cat)去TM Streamyx听他们的产品介绍，所以可以用他们来做promoter
4pm-载各为美女去emart吃rojak.然后载她们回家
6pm-载阿hui放学，谈了生意。。。一点疆不过还好啦。。。。
7pm-去KRP打排球。。。不错。。因为里面我最厉害。。。哈哈
9pm-配少爷吃饭。。。又大炮
10pm-去soho找生日伟庆祝（给我淋冰水，try 了很久才弄到他，很辛苦一下咯）happy bday leh
12midnite-收到学生的SOS.飙去senardin.载他去海边听他诉苦。足足一个小时。给sand fly咬到。。。给我骂。然后他想通了。两点半才回到家。。。。

他发短训给我

Tq 4 ur advise n opinion my buddy. i get the benefit from it just now. Tq

简短不过我又被感动到。。。。因为讲的不是白费

今天也很开心。因为我的两个排球爱将 (我俩个最先接触的少年)和生意人(少年camp很我谈的来的少年)将要和我一起去Sibuti
很期望这次的营会，应该是他们第一次参加基督团体吧（很可惜augustine不来)
希望让他们看到我们的生活见证

好累,不过值得....

好有意义的一天.....

photo post- Bintulu Working Trip

2009-05-24T10:03:00.000-07:00

photo taken during event
too many stories to write not sure where to start
the journey home took us like 3 hours
the whole trip we talked on various topic
成熟
回到原点
星空下的约定(sky full of stars)...beautiful!
Eating Trip...(Prawn Noddles,Porridge,Nasi Beryani,Nice Laksa) Bintulu Rox...
Funny stories (one of the kid say I am less handsome than Clown Hui cuz she wants to have the candy floss).....she puji saya leng chai before ClownHui counter offer her with a bigger candy floss. Then she said now i got a lot of misai not good looking anymore...zzzzzzzzzzz

在工作中...

2009-05-23T02:54:00.000-07:00

地点：ParkcityMall,民都鲁
顾客：TM Streamyx

今天起早八早（六点半）就离开美里去工作。
同行有小丑辉和1pi0,
一路上有说有笑
以后也不会让小丑辉驾我的blackie
他只会一直往前冲
路又不是很好
zzzzzz

到了后
马上做气球
应该有百多粒吧

然后
check in hotel

都现在还在mall里
人潮不错
顾客也很开心

说接下来每个星期都有....

希望他们满意...

继续需要我们的服务

(我要继续努力...为着我的事业祷告)

做event又要开店

求神给聪明智慧和健康身体...

有空看看我的咖啡屋的blog - http://thecastlecoffeehouse.blogspot.com

很沉重的对话

2009-05-19T08:56:00.000-07:00

今天和你对话

差点给你气死

本来很开心可以和你聊天

聊到一半

差点就要爆炸

你攻击我的生意理念

我攻击你的价值观

两把不同的尺

要来量所谓的成功的男人

你和我的成功定义完全不一样

一个很沉重的对话

希望我们彼此都可以学习

记得我是一个打不死的小强

（你是第二个真真知道我回来的目的的人）

Ah Bao's Definition of Life...i like

人生如一场戏。当戏完了，掌声如雷或批评如霜都在于你如何把这场戏演完

My Definition of Successful Life

A man that enjoy work

A man that love life

A man that follow God's heart beat

A man that love family and friends

(where is the money sign?) i have no idea...but i m sure if we put those things in right places...$ will flow in...

LET ME KNOW YOUR DEFINITION OF SUCCESSFUL LIFE!

My Big Day-Baptism Day!!!

2009-05-17T09:53:00.000-07:00

“For all flesh is as grass, and all the glory of man as the flower of grass. The grass withers, and the flowers fall away: But the word of the Lord endures forever. And this is the word which by the gospel is preached unto you.”

– I Peter 1:24-25

It was a good day. My baptism day. Have been wanting to be baptised like many years ago. Never took the courage and effort to do so. Thanks to GanMa Seow Yin to explain and make the effort to finish all the classes for me. It was indeed worth all the time, waking up in the morning to attend classes.

Baptism for me its a public announcement to the world that I am a CHRISTIAN. A christian that love God and his people. A christian that will always remember our God's love and Jesus's death for our sin. To live a life that is rightous and just.

It was good to have my church friends to witness the ceremony (美中不足-none of my counselling kids were there). but most of all, my mum being there, make the day. i have made a decision when i was in sydney that if i were to baptise my mum has to be there. so i thank god for answering my prayer. mum has been an encouragement in my daily life and spiritual life as well. she always show supports in whatever i do. especially with the teens. she will make effort to talk to them and make them feel comfortable at our house. thank you mum for being there...

googled this from internet and would like to share with u...

BAPTISM:

is done FOR the forgiveness of sins (Acts 2:38)

is done to SAVE us (1Peter 3:21, Acts 2:40, Mark 16:16)

Is done to WASH AWAY OUR SINS (Acts 22:16)

is done to be REBORN to new life (John 3:5, Romans 6:3-6)

is done to CLOTHE ourselves with Christ (Gal 3:26-27)

is done so that GOD will RESURRECT us from death (Colossians 2:12, Romans 6:3-6)

is done as a REQUIRMENT to enter heaven (John 3:5, Mark 16:16)

is done to put us INTO CHRIST (Romans 6:3-6, Galatians 3:26-27, 1Corinthians 12:13)

thanks to marlene for the pictures...

event in bintulu...

2009-05-17T09:35:00.000-07:00

finally we have entered into a new market. Bintulu

it really amazed me. just a bout 2 weeks ago. i told ClownHui that after jazz festival, we will be quiet for a while cuz no more event request. mana tau. right before jazz festival ended, i received a call from an old time friend, Norela, telling me she is having her company launch in Bintulu and would like me to help.

She is now a shell operator. wow...so i agreed to help. it was more like a road trip than a work trip. We left Miri about 6pm. Loaded all the equipment in my little Gen2. (1 set of sound system plus cable, stand, mich, clownHui's props, my baju and banyak lagi). Should have taken photo of the car. we had very good conversation in the car...laugh and talked about crazy things. steve n his 1pi0

Reached bintulu about 9pm. went for supper-KFC (nice). met up with Norela at her staion. Put up the backdrop, tested the sound system, preparing the balloon....went to check in into hotel at 12 mid nite...and went for supper at 1am....waooooo....nice food they had...bintulu fried chicken feet and porridge + luo....

the event day was good. i was the emcee/dj...wuahahaha....Welcome to Shell Tanajung Batu 3 Bintulu.....blah blah blah.....good fun....

thanks to mei loo for designing the backdrop. it looks great.

the one leg kick team

Ah Hui-Event Planner/Emcee/Driver1/DJ (hahaha)
SteveP-Sound System Eng/Photographer/Driver2
ClownHui-Entertainer/Balloon Deco/Back Drop Installer (hahaha)

Decoration for the Launch....

me n clown hui at work...

朋友

2009-05-12T08:58:00.000-07:00

form5 bday相片
鼓励我读书的朋友-凌惠(我后面白衣)&燕芳(青衣)
写信给我的-姬美(白衣后面),lehoon(tomboy-我旁边)和美玥
和我一样taste的朋友-kui sze and ming ik
讲废话的朋友-全部

朋友真的那么重要吗？

无可否认没有朋友的日子真的很难过
不过活了那么久
也见识了很多不同的朋友
才发现你给谁你的友情很重要

以前我的心是抛出去的
每一个人我都用心去做朋友
即call即到
无形中朋友就多了
有的很用心的回应我的友情
有的践踏
有的不知道要做什么

去了外国发现我真的有几个好朋友
每两三个星期都给我写信
甚至亲手做信封
友情真可贵

不过这些友情来的不易
也给好朋友伤害过
所以学会了很小心的‘给’友情
有心的去交往认识
然后才决定是否适合做好朋友
学会不是每个人都要成为好朋友
也学会了好好的保护友情

发现现在的少年
也不会珍惜朋友
可能朋友来得容易
friendster 可以有千多朋友
msn 可以有百多个朋友
DIGI 也已有TOP10朋友
不过朋友
我问你
在夜深人静的时候
你是否还是感到寂寞
在彷徨无助的时候
谁会留在你的身旁

耶稣的爱填满了我寂寞的心灵
我不再感到无助
不再只靠友情来过活
年轻人
不要只活在friendster.msn.mobile phone.facebook里
看看左，看看右
可能你的知心朋友就在附近

（我好像发现了我的好朋友时写的）

inspiration

2009-05-10T07:56:00.000-07:00

i asked for inspiration and i found it

i was a bit tired with all the commitment that i had for the past few weeks.

counseling. new cafe opening. jazz festival deco. seminar. vball game

was a bit overwhelmed with everything that were coming my way

i prayed for inspiration

i prayed for refresh mind

i prayed for proven result

God showed me a changed person

God showed me that you are willing

God showed me that you can love (you even bother to call bomba when u saw bushfire)

God showed me that you listen (you accept challenges and strive for it)

God showed me that you respond to our friendship (thank you for offering to pick up the heavy furniture)

God showed me that I should continue His work (not because of what i want to achieve but purely as a vessel for Him to pour out His blessing to His people)

Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find;
knock and the door will be opened to you.
For everyone who asks receives;
he who seeks finds;
and to him who knocks,
the door will be opened

Matthew 7:7-8 -

7:7		你们祈求，就给你们。寻找，就寻见。叩门，就给你们开门。
7:8		因为凡祈求的，就得着。寻找的，就寻见。叩门的，就给他开门。

God,

I pray for less of me and more of you!!!!

(the person that i praise, dont perasan. continue to grow! and grow in God too)
-when will i see u in church har?

Jazzy Night

2009-05-10T03:33:00.001-07:00

The day has finally come!

Miri International Jazz Festival. Was being appointed as the event planner to provide concept and decoration for Sarawak Convention Bureau's VIPs.

The theme was Black and White! Very challenging to make it looks good as we chinese got 'pantang'-superstitious with the combination of black and white.

However, we manage to pull it off. thanks to ClownHui help. I like the mood especially the black crystal chandelier.

3 months of work. too long. but worth it. Receive very good feedback from client as well.

Btw, the organizer also engage our street entertainer( clown and mimes ) to entertain the crowd. They had a blast

So...another beautiful event come to an end...hoping for many more to come...

Overall Canopy View - feat. MimesHui

Thanks to Mian Er's flower arrangement - centerpiece and beer table (it looks great)

VIPs visit to the canopy...

YBs and SCB's Lady Boss

Entertainers with kid & organizer!!!!.....Good Job Guys!

很忙很忙的一个星期

2009-05-06T08:45:00.000-07:00

忙到不像样
为什么会将忙
早上到下午都要上课
回家吃个饭又要开会
每一天都是酱
还是一面咳嗽一面喷鼻涕那种

多两天就是jazz festival了
又要作布置。。。
很期待，不过又病又忙

再加上
很需要用脑的寻宝游戏
只能选择放弃
真得不够时间了

主啊
我求你带领
求你开路。。。。
我很无助。我需要休息

下星期应该还好（不过又收到电话说要去民都鲁做布置）

城堡

2009-05-03T08:13:00.000-07:00

王子与公主的故事即将开始。。。。。

不是我要谈恋爱了。。。是我要开店了。。。

prayer request

2009-05-03T08:07:00.000-07:00

busy bees week...

1.speedy recover (now coughing and body get very warm at night)

2.juggling with busy schedule
(4-6 may no apologies tranining, 4 may- meeting with jazz festival client, 4 may- discussion on shop renovation, 6 may-treasure hunt, 7-8 may- jazz festival venue setup, 9 may-treasure hunt) - in between i have to oversee shop renovation...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....god i need strength...needless to say i need 'wisdom' for the treasure hunt....

3.smooth renovation for the cafe (yes. i m opening a cafe)-pray for wisdom and understanding among share holders

4.no more losing things ( i lost a car key, a phone and what else...)-pray for good memories

what a day

2009-04-27T08:15:00.000-07:00

i m looking outside towards the sky
its a starry night
calm n peaceful
crescent moon hanging just on top of the horizon
steady sea breeze and gentle waves.....
i am feeling the peace within

however..........just about an hour ago...it wasnt the case....

zuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuupppppppppppppppppp (rewind)

A conversation that costs a car key+mobile phone+a towel & a shirt
(worth it)

i have promised a youth to go swimming today
he requested to swim by the beach
i like the idea cuz it is closer to the horizon and have a better view of sunset
we found a nice spot and drop our stuff
before beach, we had very good conversation
talk about challenges, friendship and life
we were having very deep conversation
shared about past histories and things that haunted us
i challenged him to let it go
do not let his past rules over him
he nodded, i rejoiced
for the first time that i think he make a conscious decision to change
just as i felt that i was in cloud 9
he shouted
'hey our bags'
i saw his bag floating on the water
OMG
i left my car key and towel just right on top of the bag
the sand got loose as the current was really strong, hence our stuff were being washed down to the river
we attempted to look for it but was in vain
but
i m surprised that i wasnt discouraged
on the other hand
i still think that it was a great conversation
a conversation that could transform a person
even if it cost my car key, i m willing to
apart then the fact that it wasnt the best decision to leave our stuff there
i also believe that it was a spiritual welfare
it was only when he decided to let his past go and live a new life
we got this unfortunate incident

I mark this day as a day of new beginning
all the past should be left behind
just like how i have left my key in the sea
how he has to live with a new phone
it was an unfortunate event
but my heart rejoice
as it is a new beginning for a soul
no longer live in the past

(i got the car towed from the beach to Eon service center and in order to do that i gotta break the back seat window)...but my heart still rejoice and it is still a starry night

thanks marlene for the song...Vincent by Joanna Wang

it suits the mood

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1fw18QYPQPU

不要叫人小看你 | 基督

2009-04-26T08:27:00.000-07:00

在网站搜寻一段经文时
看到的.....

与大家共勉之

標　　題：不要叫人小看你
經　　節：不可叫人小看你年輕，總要在言語、行為、愛心、信心、清潔上，
都作信徒的榜樣（提摩太前書四章12節）

提摩太是一位誠實正直的年輕人，他熱切地要事奉主。
然而，他生命中有某些弱點，使得他無法滿懷信心事奉神。

提摩太是個非常年輕的宗教領袖，但很明顯地，有人質疑他的能力。
提摩太的個性溫和，身體不是很好（提摩太前書五：23）。
他很不幸地生於一個福音受逼迫的時代，且身為一位年輕的牧者！

保羅鼓勵提摩太，不要讓自己的年輕、沒安全感，阻攔了事奉神的熱心與忠誠
保羅教導提摩太，不要與那些批評自己的人爭辯，而要在生活上有敬虔的榜樣
保羅建議提摩太，要在生活中的言語、行為、愛心、信心、清潔上沒有瑕疵
作教會信徒的好榜樣

提摩太的生命足以證明神對他的呼召。
神看提摩太的時候，是超越他的年輕、害羞、肉體的軟弱
而看到他誠摯的心。當你尋求神的旨意時，你可能覺得自己和提摩太一樣。
你也許有某項弱點，使你覺得沒有資格服事主。你可能因為自己是初信者，
或因為自己罪惡的過去，而自覺沒有資格服事；
也許你的學歷很低、生活窮困，或社會地位卑微；
也許你在過去事奉神的時候，曾經失敗跌倒。
不要讓這些事阻攔你遵行神的旨意

你生命的軟弱可以成為神展示祂大能的契機（哥林多後書十二：9）。
接受神的呼召，容許祂改變你的生命，成為敬虔的榜樣。

pray:主阿孩子真的很感謝你
主阿謝謝你讓孩子知道自己的軟弱或許孩子因為初信的關係
在許多地方上還有不足主阿求你親自帶領孩子
主阿讓這些曾失敗跌倒的事都不要阻攔你要給孩子的旨意
主阿求你更新我，改變我!!!!

奉主耶穌的名所祈求阿門!!!

‘谈‘钢琴

2009-04-26T01:43:00.000-07:00

不会很多乐器
不过倒很喜欢听好音乐
今天你在万般的要求下（等了应该有二十分钟吧）
你才把你的重重的手指头璇转在那黑白健盘上
你把那黑白的键盘变成彩色的音符
你头低低的看着我
我叫你专心的弹
我特别喜欢Frederic Chopin的Fantasie Impromptu
它开头听起来很失落,很沮丧
不过到后面听到的是阳光和希望
你从前一气之下就把他弹完
我听起来很急
你却和我说是激情
我叫你尝试弹慢一点
然后跟着音乐和感觉来演奏
感觉真的比较好
比较多的情感(不知道你的音乐老师会不会把我掐死)

真的感谢主
赐给你这个天份
好好的利用你的才华吧
HEADS UP CHEST UP! (抬头挺胸)
FACE THE WORLD!

用圣经的话和你分享:
1 timothy 4:12
不可叫人小看你年輕，總要在言語、行為、愛心、信心、清潔上，
都作信徒的榜樣（提摩太前書四章12節）

可以听听我所说的音乐:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qa0Z6g1XJkU

2009-04-24T02:23:00.000-07:00

写给叶凯顺

认识你比其他的来的晚
不过我喜欢和你的互动
你受教

我说过蜡笔小新怎么会有可能变柯南
蜡笔小新-不认真，blur blur又好色，
柯南-观察力好，认真又engtao

不过很多人都说你是柯南

我相信人家看到的是你的细心和认真
我说过要是一个人看得起你，可能是那个人的个人眼光
不过一群人看得起你的话，那是你真的有本事

我对你有期望。。。。

1。学会说不
2。对功课认真
3。找好朋友陪你读书
4。认真思考你的信仰，好好的成为一个基督徒
5。寻梦

我也期待蜡笔小新变柯南

会为你祷告，加油！

2009-04-24T01:57:00.000-07:00

写给蔡荣幸的

昨晚说在找题材来夸你。。。因为你真的有在努力和进步

记得我在coco挑战你的事项吗

我说
你要有知心朋友
-你还真的找到。还要一起升学。不管能不能。至少你有偿试
-不仅是有知心的朋友，还有很好的补习老师

我说
你要花时间读书
-这个不用说啦。我觉得你已经是个补习王子了

我说
你今年一定会谈恋爱
-还讲什么不会啦

我说
你要花时间运动
-常常打羽球，还弄伤脚，不知道对手是谁，应该很厉害吧

我说
你要学会爱人
-还不错啦。会送卡。还会跟人暧昧

你虽然还是很嚣张，天天讲自己是神

不过我看到你的努力，你有在尝试，在为功课打拚

单单凭你的意志力，就知道你可以在生活上走得很远

不过要是同时在品格上也有超练的话，那会更好，让你成为更完全的男人！

成了

2009-04-24T01:29:00.000-07:00

LET GO
LET GOD

我要学会放手

2009-04-23T08:12:00.000-07:00

累了
休息一会吧

马太福音11:28 凡劳苦担重担的人，可以到我这里来，我就使你们得安息。

感谢主看到我的需要
安排了很多休息的机会给我
（谢谢加油老师的安排，也谢谢雪筠老师的诚意邀请）
安排了明天去潜水
这应该是第五次去潜水了
希望能可以和阿爸天父好好的沟通
我需要灵感
我的灵需要更新

那些还没潜过水的朋友
快快去学
海底世界真的太美了

第一次潜水的照片
地点：热浪岛

也要谢谢那些常常来我的部落格‘坐坐’的朋友
谢谢你们的鼓励
也谢谢你们的关心
那些默默在关心的
希望也能和你们在文笔上有更多的互动和交流
（太爱部落格了，既让能让北京，澳洲，杜百和其他国家的朋友继续联系）

[在找民宏的放手，太好听了]-有谁有它的歌词？

到处去骂人的振辉老师要休息了。

要求和期待

2009-04-15T09:16:00.000-07:00

我想和我檫身而过或者和我相处一阵子的少年人

都见识过我发飚的时候

发飙往往是在整理他们的时候

我很常和他们说这个可以做，这个不可以做（应该比任何人都烦）

六个月里，常常有同样的pattern

在我整理他们的时候

大多数都会退缩

我才发现到我的要求和期待

都把你们往外推

也变成了我们之间的拦阻

有的不习惯被人挑战

有的听了就算

有的就完全不要踏进来

有的像不死的小强(这一类还好）

我之所以对你们有要求

是因为我在Form5时遇见了对我有要求的同学

他们挑战我读书（他们甚至买作业给我做）

他们挑战我记得常常带笔去学校（我是可以有笔盒没有笔的人）

无可否认你有权力停留在现阶段

不过试想想，你对生命真的是那么没要求吗？

我烦，我发飚是因为知道要是你们现在你们不变，不找定位

不自律，不认真

相信我，你们将成为守在井底的青蛙

你们的世界就只有井口那么大

去多了解其他同年龄人对生命的期待

不要只活在仅有井口那么大的世界里

见证

2009-04-11T00:33:00.000-07:00

最近刚刚完成受洗班，教会有要求要写见证。。。

你来。你爱。你舍
你来是为了我们，为了让我们生命过得更丰盛

自从接受了主，
生命就像找到了泉源。

你来
教会了我把你成为中心
当你成为我生命的中心时
生命真的变得更丰盛，更有意义

你爱
你的大爱，感染了我
你的大爱，教会了我如何去爱
去爱一些可爱的，更爱那些不可爱的

你舍
舍了尊贵的宝座，舍了荣耀
最后你还舍了生命
你舍己是为了让我们能和神重新建立关系
让我们从罪中的赦免，让我们获自由

我对你的回应
我听。我行。我活

我听
信主之后
常常渴望听到你对我说话
你都在不同的场合，不同的时间
用圣灵来引导我
听你的道
让我学习到人生的方针

我行
你吩咐我们要遵守你的话语
你吩咐我们要传福音
你吩咐我们爱人如己
我竭力完成你的大使命

我活
活着是要感谢你对我们爱
活着是知道你是规划我们生命大蓝图的神
活着是要让你的名得高举

photo blog

2009-04-07T23:47:00.000-07:00

blogging from brunei airport

2009-03-25T04:24:00.000-07:00

killing my time at the internet section while waiting for our flight at 815 to dubai.

dad drove all the way and i slept ...wuahhahaa

now online-ing at the sky lounge. free food and drinks...dad being quite thoughtful la...smuggle me some food n drinks...hahaah...cuz only he is allowed to eat n drink for free...so i just tag along.

ah...feeling a bit regret to go dubai. the air ticket can be used for greater purpose. the thought of just going over to dubai to watch horse racing and come back....what a waste of money n time....however, hopefully it will be a good opportunity to 'try' communicating with dad...

wish me luck la....

going to write a story about my bvlgari watch (lost & found)...what a story.....

too many photos..too little time (youth camp photos)

2009-03-22T21:52:00.000-07:00

old among the youngs....these kids are like at least 10 yrs younger than me.

but we did great (all the staff and volunteers) we finished a task within 10mins (they took like about 20 mins to complete it)...wuahhahaha

if i sempat, will post more photos but no internet connection at home. otherwise, my next post will be from far far away land...

我收到你的卡了!!!!

2009-03-19T01:32:00.000-07:00

玛玲,谢谢你的代祷!!!!

很感人的三天两夜

2009-03-19T00:01:00.000-07:00

失踪了整个星期。很忙不过很充实。

先是ISUZU Festival.
两天都在场地准备游戏
Festival当天来了很多人
多到要吐
天气又热，又热闹
很忙不过看到很多小孩子都很开心
又可以赚钱
何乐而不为

然后是, 去汶莱接一位Jakarta朋友，
很久没看到他了
旧同事,在2005年之后就没有看到了
很不错的交流
谈谈生意,谈谈生活
在empire住了一天,又回美里做工
朋友也到美里走走...

隔一天,去了绿洲的少年camp,
很忙,要照顾朋友又要照顾年轻人,
不过在这个营会,看到很多的突破
鲁莽的少年已经踏出了他们的第一步,
他们第一次挑战自己成为领袖
第一次细心的照顾小组员
第一次背英文
第一次压抑自己的情绪,为了顾全大局,还向组员道歉 (知道他的人都知道他很大炮和颈硬到像牛酱,要他道歉,不可能)
第一次惩罚组员因为组员犯错(认识这个组长的人都知道他是个我为人人,人人为我的人,要他有立场是不大可能的事情)
第一次在酱多人面前哭 (这个人应该是什么都往肚子里吞的人,哭不是软弱,哭是感动,哭是解放)
第一次脱颖而出(在学校,他能多少酷就多少酷(装的),最好是可以变影形)

很感人(哭了)...很好的突破.很好的开始.

也很高兴认识了很多新的年轻人,猫脸,问题Wendy....Augustine (谢谢你们分享故事也希望看到你们的成长)

继续去找你们的定位,继续成长

你们破茧吧

在绿洲时写的...

何谓D-I-S-C? (PART 2)

2009-03-11T01:09:00.000-07:00

so,何谓D-I-S-C?

D=Dominant (实行型), I=Influential (影响型), S=Social (重视人际型), C=Critical Thinking (思考型)

DISC测验把人归于4大类...

每一个都有它的长处与短处

实行型 (曹操)-独立,领导能力强,好胜心过度
影响型 (乐天派)-充满热忱的人,与人发展良好的关系,过于理想派或乐观
重视人际型 (我为人人,人人为我)-喜欢发展深入,持久的人际关系,优柔寡断
思考型 (想太多)-标准很高,尽心尽力,过度担忧

我本身是影响型的,开心就好,

不过中途遇到我为人人,人人为我的KS和曹操的但义理.

需要做出很多的调整.这个还不算什么.

在吉隆坡和杜拜工作的时候,常常都遇到曹操型的人...

不过从中我看到,要是各方英雄豪杰,能好好的配搭的话

成果会是很好的..

最重要的是, 大家都要了解自己的长短处,

彼此学习,

你问我,我就不能像曹操这样打江山吗?

当然可以,毕竟他有他的作为.

不过我问回你,为何不做诸葛亮呢?

一个顾全大局又有智慧的人呢...

试一试，看一看，
http://www.scribd.com/doc/7596527/DISC

何谓DISC? (PART 1)....

2009-03-10T21:13:00.000-07:00

最近和朋友聊天都会谈到DISC...

这个人很D哦,会给冲动冲昏了头

S的人就是酱咯,会给情绪慢慢杀死

.......

DISC是一个性格测验.

这个测验能让你更了解自己, 在了解自己后,

也能从这个测验看到其他的人对待人处事的不同

不管是高层领袖或社会义工,

我们都要学习与人配搭,

即使是在我们生边擦肩而过的人,

你要是能大略的知道这个人性格与他在性格上的漏洞,

你就会预防以及在适当的时机对症下药...

这可以减少在配搭时的压力与冲突...

so,何谓D-I-S-C?

D=Dominant (实行型), I=Influential (影响型), S=Social (重视人际型), C=Critical Thinking (思考型)

extra mile

2009-03-10T19:08:00.000-07:00

its been a while that i write my blog in english. starting to enjoy writing my blog in mandarin . never good in chinese but i like the feel. the word itself describe the exact feeling . for example the word 感动， in english it might mean in awe or touched. it just doesnt reflect the actual feeling

anywie, writing in chinese its an extra mile for me. never like to type so many english characters and end up just select ONE chinese word.

throughout the years, i have met ppl that really go the extra mile to showcase God's love and make this world a better living plc...So what does extra mile means....

Extra mile is...

when u do something when you are not requested to (smtimes consider as kepo)
when u forgive a person when you feel you have been betrayed
when u share your favorite food
when u put other interest before u (KS)
when u give free tuition to ppl during ur rest time (SHU)
when u send a parcel full of stamps across ocean to surprise a person (SIFU)
when u share your bf with the rest of the world (HJ)
when u still give bible study while you have to take care of ur sick kid (Gan Ma)
when u provide advise and care thou u have mentioned the same thing over n over again for the past 30 years (CEO)
when u make a card for a person you love thou u know u are never good at it (GANGSTER)
when u write ur blog in chinese so that others can understand (hahahah)

....the list can go on.....

but one thing i m sure...walking the extra mile will only make the world a better living place....so WALK THE EXTRA MILE.....

随便乱写时写的。。。。

神的话。。。

2009-03-06T21:46:00.000-08:00

最近，师傅天天都抛经文给我。。。

最喜欢以下两个，记得就是在大学的时候，学习了这两段经文。

与大家分享：

不可叫人小看你年轻,总要在言语、行为、爱心、信心、清洁上,都作信徒的榜样。(提摩太前书4∶12)

人在最小的事上忠心,在大事上也忠心;在最小的事上不义,在大事上也不义。”(路十六章十节)。

这些话就像一个生活的根基，
根基扎的稳，一个建筑就可以建得更高。
根基不稳，发展的空间很有限，也经不起风吹雨打的考验。

不过现在的我也不再年轻
回想起大学时的生活
真的凭着神的话
建立了信心

谢谢神在我年轻的时候
就让我学习这些很重要的生活根基。。。

很应景得一首歌

2009-03-06T08:01:00.000-08:00

【你的恩典夠我用的】
詩集：黃國倫03‧帶領我，8
詞、曲：黃國倫

我的恩典夠你用的，我的恩典夠你用的，
因為我的能力，是在人的軟弱上，顯得完全，顯得完全，

你的恩典夠我用的，你的恩典夠我用的，
因為主的能力，是在人的軟弱上，顯得完全，顯得完全，

所以我要單單誇我的軟弱，好叫基督的能力覆庇我，
何時我軟弱，何時我就得剛強，喔！主的恩手，永不離開我。

责任。稳重

2009-03-04T08:15:00.000-08:00

两个很重要的品格吧。。。

我相信女孩在择偶的条件里也很重视这两个品格

老板在选择员工时也会顾虑到员工的属质

往往是那些有责任感和稳重的员工被重用或被起薪

没有责任感的人

会让人没有安全，觉得不可靠

没有女生喜欢一个让她觉得没有安全感的男生吧
（往往我就是认识很多酱的人）

不稳重

会让女生认为这个男生很幼稚吧

把什么都当开玩笑，笑了就算

一个朋友说，我们的生活就好像现场直播。。。不能重来

你不珍惜现在，可能就会错过很多的机会

我长气是因为看到现在的你们。。。幼稚又不稳重

这样的态度是不能让你走的更远，更不用说要活的出色。。。

女孩更不会要一个不稳重的男生。。。

我只能说一句，

我能教你游泳的技巧，不过我不能帮你游

决定权在你手上，你要选择不游，继续的在喜戏，哪是你的选择

送你一句话

幼稚的一群人啊。。。你要为你所选择的负责任

很kek心时写的

另一个突破。。。。

2009-03-01T02:58:00.000-08:00

今天教会完，回家。。。

既然我在半路，拨电给他，问他吃了早餐了吗。。。

他应该没有我的号码。。。还在猜我是谁。。。

马马虎虎的回答我，说跟朋友吃了。。。

哈哈哈哈。。应该吓到他吧。。。

老豆，是我啦。。。

哗哈哈哈哈哈哈。

今天也答应了一个年轻人
要是他大学毕业
我一定出席

sms 如下：
老人：期待你破茧
少年：我以后一定要进大学
老人：我期待。你的毕业我一定去。我的承诺
少年：开心听到这句话

高兴是因为那个‘一定’
听起来很有UMPH。。
我期待。。。

It's a beautiful day!

玛玲，希望你平安到达。。。

2009-02-27T08:35:00.000-08:00

昨天应该是不够睡，
做了一些傻傻的事+一些蛮感性的事

某某少年和我要我最喜欢的music.
想来想去,不知道哪些是我真正喜欢的音乐.
数个星期后,才发现很适合送他hillsong的音乐
喜欢是因为那音乐感染,感动了我
喜欢是那些音乐充满对神的赞美

告诉了那少年,这是我最后的'撒种'工作.
以后,就看他自己的造化.
cd上写着，
决定把这个改变我生命的CD送给你，
希望他也一样能感动你

傻事２：
为了答谢那些和我分享爸爸的故事的人
我把我的BLOG印了出来
然后送去他们的家
真得谢谢他们的故事
给了我勇气和爸爸交谈．．．．

真的是生命影响生命．．．．

爸爸的故事

2009-02-25T08:20:00.000-08:00

谢谢你们和我分享你们和爸爸的故事

精彩故事有三则

第一
和朋友坐下来聊天，无意间谈到爸爸。。。
朋友说，今天爸爸的友人和他谈起朋友，
友人就说朋友很杰出，表现得很不错，
朋友的爸爸就说，还好有绿洲，不然的话，真不像样
朋友高兴不是因为爸爸的友人夸奖，
朋友高兴是因为爸爸的肯定。

第二
朋友二聊起他的爸爸，
他说爸爸们都不会随便给孩子肯定
一致认同
他说数几年前，他在爸爸的生日时发了短讯
'爸爸生日快乐'
爸爸硬嘴的说,
什么生日快乐,平时都不听话. [一大堆牢骚的话]
最后才发现
爸爸整晚都在盯着电话
看着那短讯 [我想朋友的爸爸也在暗爽吧]

第三
朋友三很从匆忙的告诉我
今天我应该疯了
我问他为什么
他说我打了电话给爸爸 [朋友爸爸在外公干]
朋友问爸爸
你在做什么
爸爸很惊讶
应该以为家里发生事吧
然后朋友就转换话题问爸爸有没有买东西给他
不过,我相信朋友很想对在外公干的爸爸说
爸爸,我想你!

神啊.谢谢你差遣这些天使
通过他们你告诉我人间还有父爱
我决定了
不再恨你 (套一句boy boy的话)

不再恨你是因为相信神的话语

马太六章
14 你们饶恕人的过犯，你们的天父也必饶恕你们的过犯。
15 你们不饶恕人的过犯，你们的天父也必不饶恕你们的过犯。
(谢谢某某人活学活用)

不再恨你是学会交托给主

今年我会去努力去寻找那已对你失去的信任

我会努力的去寻求你的肯定

我要学会不再恨你, 我要一个开心的家....

觉得自己是问题青(老)年时写的...不过也是在很感恩时写的....

很WOW的一天

2009-02-23T08:02:00.000-08:00

今天真得太开心了。。。。在生意上,在属灵上,在辅导工作上都有得找...

1。在生意上-但以理(Daniel)和国兴都到我的家'开会',讨论公司的未来计划。但以理和我都和往常一样，Jiang Nia Hui-会讲不会做，国兴和往常一样，一直记录。感谢主, 把我们带在一起,真的看见我们都各有所长,也有软弱的一面.不过,在主的带领我们都可以在各自的工作岗位发挥.我和但以理都是蛮高D(Dominant)的人,国兴应该是高I (Influential或critical thinking的人)常常都会配搭我和但以理的野蛮要求.哈哈哈.讨论的不错.也要求师傅拔刀相助.帮我们做corporate branding, 因为新公司有几个不同的部门,要好玩又要corporate.不简单,不过蛮有挑战的.

2.在生意上-今天和但以理去SHELL收钱.女主人看到我们很开心,谢谢我们昨天为他们的服务.还多给我们钱,开心不是因为钱给多.开心是因为他们对我们的服务的肯定.女主人还说,四月有另一个project要给我们做.感谢主!真的开路..还是很多条的路..哈哈哈..最后,她还加上一句,my husband and I are particularly impressed with the way you handle the kid's safety...(真的只有老外会那么的appreciate我们的服务咯)

3.在辅导个案上-今天收到酱只的message:
哈哈..聪明(的人)是要靠头脑解决的嘛..再不用头脑就会....(一堆肉麻的字)

虽然华语写得不是很好,不过有感动到.感动是因为他对自己有要求,感动是因为他记得对我的承诺4

4.在属灵上-今天真正的体会生命影响生命.用我们的生活经验来勉励比较年轻的弟兄姐妹.也谢谢那个正在寻找迦南美地的人,膛开心和我们分享生命.真的希望通过这次的考验你更亲敬主.也让你成为更完美的人,then找到你的honey&milk真的有福了.wuahahahhaha

好值得感恩的一天!!!!

很兴奋时写的...喝了neslo tarik 后写的......

一些event的相片

My First Handmade Valentine Card for Mum

2009-02-21T09:03:00.000-08:00

Taking photo with mum. Sista is such a bad photographer. But yeh i can feel that mum was happy. but it was so funny...

i wrote smthing like thanks for taking care of us without fail...then my mum asked...so i pass la....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......

but thanks mum for taking care of urs, yes, without FAIL. love u...

son

很有感动的一首歌

2009-02-19T16:34:00.000-08:00

【願你國度降臨】
詩集：有情天詩集 03 - 你愛永不變，35

選擇你的道路，雖然辛苦，
因為人的心時常反反覆覆，
但是我心裡卻永遠相信，
你是我主，你會為我開道路，
我不要再為自己而活，
只要單單來敬拜你，
我不要再為自己的生活而忙碌，
我只願看見你國度降臨。

事奉你的道路，雖有艱難，
因為人的心時常反反復複，
但是我心裡卻永遠相信，
你是我主，你會為我開道路，
我不要再為自己而活，
只要單單來敬拜你，
我不要再為自己的生活而忙碌，
我只願看見你國度降臨。

一言为定

2009-02-18T08:59:00.000-08:00

喜欢你用我们的友情来作担保
我会拭目以待
想来想去，我们的友情值多少？
你少了我这个人来烦你不是更好吗？（你最常说的。。你很烦啊）
该说的也说完了
不要太长气
自己好好的过活吧。。。

放下了心头大石时写的。。。

btw喜欢tanjung的海风应该常去走走

不打不行吗？

2009-02-17T19:55:00.000-08:00

真的什么都要用打来解决吗？
你们的承诺去了哪里？
你们的承诺真的那么随便吗？

心在滴血时写的。。。。

在祷告中纪念。。

2009-02-15T07:47:00.000-08:00

亲爱的天父，
你是创造宇宙万物的神
你是掌管天上的飞鸟，地上的生物的主
你特别眷顾人类
让我们有气息存留，也希望我们都能活在你的应许中
不过，神你早早就看到我们的软弱，我们常常都为生命而烦恼

在圣经里你提醒我们,你一直都在眷顾，关照我们，

所以我告诉你们，不要为生命忧虑吃什么，喝什么。为身体忧虑穿什么。生命不胜于饮食吗？身体不胜于衣裳吗？
你们看那天上的飞鸟，也不种，也不收，也不积蓄在仓里，你们的天父尚且养活它。你们不比飞鸟贵重得多吗？
你们哪一个能用思虑使寿数多加一刻呢？（或作使身量多加一肘呢）
何必为衣裳忧虑呢？你想野地里的百合花，怎么长起来，它也不劳苦，也不纺线。
然而我告诉你们，就是所罗门极荣华的时候，他所穿戴的，还不如这花一朵呢。
你们这小信的人哪，野地里的草今天还在，明天就丢在炉里，神还给它这样的妆饰，何况你们呢。
所以不要忧虑，说，吃什么？喝什么？穿什么？
这都是外邦人所求的。你们需用的这一切东西，你们的天父是知道的。
你们要先求他的国和他的义。这些东西都要加给你们了。
所以不要为明天忧虑。因为明天自有明天的忧虑。一天的难处一天当就够了。

马太福音6:25-34

神啊！
求你在我们软弱，无助的时候，安慰我们，
求你在我们迷惘，失落的时候，成为我们脚前的光, 为我们开路

在歌林多前书，你要我们在遇到挑战的时候站的稳，你的允许是你必为我们开路

"你们所遇见的试探，无非是人所能受的。神是信实的，必不叫你们受试探过于所能受的。在受试探的时候，总要给你们开一条出路，叫你们能忍受得住。"

No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it. (喜欢英文版多一点)

歌林多前书10:13

我在这祷告中特别纪念那些正在做抉择的朋友，
希望你们能凭神的允许
在患难中找到平安
也希望你在这次的挑战中，
实实在在的体会神的同在

喝了coffee bean 的kopi后写的

感恩。。。

2009-02-13T07:54:00.000-08:00

短短的一个星期，
神实实在在的在我们的生活上动工。
小丑辉前几天拜访了一间只智障中心，一心想要娱乐那里的孩童。
怎知那是一个美丽的开始。

Piasau Boat Club 是一个老外云集的地方，
也是一个很适合大牛耳（小丑辉）表演的场所。（budget也很好）
不过很难打进那个市场
怎知在大牛耳义演的时候，应该感动到一些在观看的Aunty,
Aunty就把大牛耳的联络交给一个SHELL的负责人

据我们所知,PBC一向来都不允许外人在哪儿表演,
不过神就透过这种方式让SHELL的负责人邀请我们参加他们的嘉年华会
同时也让我们在哪儿免费招势宣传.
希望通过这个管道能为U Dream发扬光大...

也特别谢谢所有愿意拔刀相助的英雄豪杰,
辛苦你们了...
有你们U Dream就能发扬光大...

谢谢神的带领，也谢谢他开路。

真的你的恩典够我用的.....

满心感谢时写的 (marlene's crazy suggestion)

Love is in the Air........铁汉柔情

2009-02-10T02:25:00.000-08:00

Love is in the air...thought of doing something special for the kids this time round. This idea came to my mind...card making..get them to make a card for their mum (a habit that I have nurtured since young cuz almost every year we (brother and sister) will order a bouquet a flower for mum and imitate dad's signature and leave it on mum's office table during v-day.

I thought the kids can do the same. Writing some thank you notes for their mum and send it on behalf of the dad. So I asked Shu2's Sifu which is Marlene to help me to design a few simple cards for the kids to try it on.

Surprisingly, these kids even skip their recess time just to complete their cards. I would have to say "Job Well Done". They even manage to sit still and focus on completing the task. what an achievement. How I wish (on behalf of their form teacher) they can apply the same attitude in class.

Anywie, it was a good day. Looking at the kids enjoying the session, priceless. On behalf of the gangster kids & ego men, we thank you sifu Marlene for your precious time. Greatly appreciated!

Btw, Marlene asked me to make a card for my mum as well. so Voila...here are the pictures for your viewing.

For more special hand made card design, pls visit Sifu Marlene's blog: http://marlenelo.blogspot.com

Gangster Kids- Left to Right
Double Bear, Ah Kit, Kai Soon, Sifu Marlene, Johan Sim, Chin Zheng, Boy Boy (hiding), Ivan (left liao)

Ego Man (Men) Left to Right
Ego Man II-Augustine, Sifu Marlene, Ego Man I- Rong Sing

Moi with my artwork and 2 Ego Men (they kept praising themselves all day long)

一张卡

2009-02-08T04:45:00.000-08:00

一张最简单的卡，一个最不一样的祝福

谢谢你不断的教导我们，
虽然我们不是最好的，
但是我们一定是最不一样的。

（一堆很肉麻的英文字）

.......

天啊，今天竟然收到这样的卡。。。

有一点点感人咯。。。

神实在是爱开玩笑。。。还是需要休息。。

又病，又累

2009-02-07T22:58:00.000-08:00

用心对待，换来什么。。。。

累了。。病了。。。

在很软弱，意志力很低时写的。。

不要理我。睡一觉就好了。

家访

2009-02-03T03:00:00.000-08:00

过年的时候到几个小孩子的家拜访.

出乎意料.很多看起来很大男人的爸爸,对他们的孩子都很关促.

他们都有在留意小孩子们的动静,只是选择不说,有可能不懂的沟通.

毕竟他们都活在大男人的框框里.

在想,我家的老爸是否也是这样的默默的留意, 关心我.

很想告诉他,老爸我过的很好....

鼓励别人，提醒自己

2009-02-03T02:39:00.000-08:00

今天进美中去找小孩子。做了一个小练习。叫他们为自己的角色扮演打分。看样子大家都还不错。大多数应该都对女朋友不错。不过在学校和家里的角色有待改进。。。

我也应该为自己打分：

哥哥-对弟弟（60），对妹妹（40) 她们两个太能干了,把我也比下去
孩子-30 至从我回来美里都没有受到他们的认可.不可以让他恶化. 要加油.
基督徒-50 开始有谢饭祷告.还需要完成受洗班
辅导员-60 太kepo了, 不过看到个个长大,比较成熟,也有成就感.

真的很多角色要好好的诠释.真的要好好的整理一下....

Greetings from Indonesia...LOL!

2009-01-25T20:51:00.000-08:00

This is chinese new year greetings from my ex-colleague from Indonesia!....love it!

moga harimu secerah babi char siu dan angpaomu setebal samcan. Semoga nasib di tahun ini tidak segelap kuah babi kecap dan rejeki terus mengalir bagai lemak di iga babi yg fresh from the oven.

GONG XI FA CAI WAN SHI RU YI SHEN TI JIAN KANG

-Handoko-

生意人。。。

2009-01-24T06:09:00.000-08:00

今天跟大生意人，荣幸吃午餐。他开始问我今年的生意计划。还说我不是一个生意人，只可以给钱叫人家做事（一针见血）。炸到！他何尝不是和我一样。喜欢他的坦率。毕竟不是每个人可以开门见山的交谈。

我挑战他在新的一年，更有爱心，更懂得爱人。他也间接的挑战我在生意上寻求突破，更积极。

2009 好像是一个很重要的关卡：
生意可不可以顺利起步？
属灵生活是否能更上一层楼？
单靠一股热诚的辅导工作能维持多久？

不过我喜欢这样没有安全感的生活。这样我才能体会神在当中的带领。好吧。。今年就豁出去吧！

冷冷的年，不过满心充满热诚。。。。。。

年轻人，你们有你们的战要打，我也该开战了。。。愿所有在打战的人，拚下去吧！过一个没有遗憾2009。

ps:谢谢lily的correction....

more decoration and photos...http://starmarketing.wordpress.com

2009-01-17T20:24:00.000-08:00

Sista & Moi on the stage

Main Table

Team-Kuo Sing, Moi, Chin Zheng & Rong Sing (Faisul & Mei Loo not in the picture)

Main Table-Deco (Bird Cage with Candles)

Sista & Boi Fren on the stage

The Big Day Has Come

2009-01-17T07:34:00.000-08:00

Finally, the big day has arrived. Not for me but for a close friend- Li Ya & Charles. I am sort of their official wedding planner. Doing the decoration at a massive indoor stadium which sit 1400 people.

We started the planning like 4-5 months ago. I like the decoration very much but the programme wasnt relly smooth. However Li Ya & Charles did enjoy themselves.

Best wishes to them as they embark as one body and one family right now!

Thanks to-

Kuo Sing for all the sleepless night for helping up at the venue.

Mei Loo for the balloon and scallop as it looks really fairy tales like that night.

Rong Sing. Faisul. Chin Zheng- For ushering and lighting up all the candles. Especially Chin Zheng for coming up late nite for 2 nites to do the setup.

Steve for last minute coordination on sound.

Thank You guys! I am happy to have another beautiful event nicely executed.

很不错的一首歌

2009-01-12T08:50:00.000-08:00

几年前，当我带美中迎新周的时候唱的。。。很多美好的回忆。。

http://seach.haoting.com/user/search2.asp?stype=Music&keyword=%BA%A3%C0%AB%CC%EC%BF%D5

click on 周华健

曲名:海阔天空
唱曲:周华健词:詹德茂编曲:洪敬尧
专辑:风雨无阻
编制:苍雨

我是不停止的风
追逐灿烂的晴空
从来不曾有过改变
从不曾厌倦

我有不服输的梦
追逐灿烂的时空
世界纵然不断改变
我不曾疲倦

啊...啊...
海阔正天空
啊...啊...
所有的路都不孤独
梦隋我飞舞
让太阳跃升起来
它与我同在
为生命喝采

让海洋澎湃起来
它与我同在
为梦想开怀

啊...啊...
我不怕阻碍
我知道我做得到
为自己骄傲

我要让风扬起来
我要梦飞起来
我和我的勇气赛跑
从不怕失败

很想念。。阿嘛

2009-01-12T04:26:00.000-08:00

昨晚睡不着觉。。

突然想起阿嘛。。

小时

阿嘛是我的银行，
教我算钱，常常给我零钱，叫我去买糖果吃。

阿嘛是我的医生，
阿嘛讲头痛就喝7UP加盐，超有效。

阿嘛是我的避难所，
每当爸妈要骂我的时候，就躲去阿嘛的背后，没有人敢动我。

长大后

阿嘛叫我好好读书，
讲我大学毕业时会来我的毕业典礼，
不过阿嘛病了，
在我大学的最后一年，阿嘛离开了，
记得那天接到电话的时候，心情糟透了。
哭着去学校，
还记得是雨天，朋友的毕业典礼，怎样笑都笑不起来。

阿嘛。。我要告诉你
我已毕业了

谢谢你的唠叨，谢谢你的照顾，谢谢你无私的爱。

我很想念你。。。。。

外面的雨还是一直的下，想念的心让我睡不着

新年。。

2009-01-01T08:46:00.000-08:00

希望新年可以
（排名不分先后）

更爱自己-给自己多一点时间
更爱家人-在家务贡献多一点
赚更多的钱-希望神开路和给智慧
更爱年轻人-希望看到个个成才
更亲近主-多读他的话

也是时候找个伴了

So true.....

2008-12-24T10:03:00.001-08:00

"Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it."
Matthew 7:13-14

倒数-

2008-12-23T17:50:00.000-08:00

在倒数当中也在数算神在今年的恩典

短短的365天，在神的带领下,完成了很多的事

5.4.3.2.1....

5-5个project-fashion show, vessel handover, 2 dubai exhibition project, 1 wedding
4-去了4个国家-泰国,杜百,澳洲,文莱
3-在绿洲成功的主办了-园游会, 少年营, 十周年庆典
2-认识了两批新的朋友-gangster kids 和绿洲的同工+教会
1-和国兴开了一间event company

很多朋友对我的现状感到担心.
在吉隆玻的时候, 朋友更以为我穷到不行,
因为他们一路都以为我没在工作,
他们的关心都听在心里
不过
今年可是我最得意的一年,
终于可以过
我和上帝求的生活,
我好像根找到水源,
迷失了找到方向.
在短短的365天, 神的应许一一实现
神的恩典真的够用.

虽然不能穿smart smart的工作服去上班,
不过能天天穿haiwaii裤去营会和偶尔打打排球也不错,
还以为回来每工做,一定会死的很残
不过神的恩典真的够用.
不但没花很多钱,还赚了不少.
神是无所不能的。。

愿用神的话与大家一起度过2008,

先求他的国和他的义,这一切都必加给你们
-马太6:33

所以不要忧虑,说:'我们该吃什么,喝什么? 穿什么?' 这些都是教外人所寻求的,你们的天父原知道你们需要的一切
-马太6:31-32

一起张望2009的到来,数选他的恩典

Christmas Party at Val's Place

2008-12-23T09:05:00.000-08:00

I love the gathering. It was filled with joy and laughter. Brynda, u did a great job.

The Christmas Tree

The Delicious Meal

Christmas Tree with Presents

The Bloke

The CG members

From Left to Right:

Benny- used to be my mobile phone kaki. chat almost on everything and can always get very good discount for everything

Syaz- the person that organised the dinner but disappeared for the whole nite to help some stranger to get into a hse. talk about scarifying love...lol...

Val- the host for the nite, lawyer turned model or vise versa (hahaa)

Chin- the cute cute auditor that i want to hook up with my sista but is attached now and getting really good pay

Jo Jo- the forever calm+compose+systematic environmentalist

Michelle@there is hope (listed in my mobile)- the person that like to quarrel with me and apologize afterwards

Brynda- the forever loving cell leader

God's greatest christmas present- Love

2008-12-23T08:31:00.000-08:00

I am so thankful to God for this short breakaway to KL. being the bestman wasnt an easy task. it was quite stressful and i have numerous people coming to me to ask whether I am taking good care of the ring. However, it was all worth it to be able to witness my Little Xiao Mei Mei-Grace walking down the aisle to be married to her 8 yrs long boy friend and now husband, Shaun. Hectic but was a very beautiful day. Love is in the air.

I also managed to meet up with many old friends. mostly church friends. and people

that I have met in Sydney. Its so amazing. Back in Miri, I have been playing the role as the Big Brother,taking care of the growing up kids or younger kids in church. But here, I am just being me. Having a good chat, catching up with friends, discussing about our future to mostly friends at my age.

Even during my bus ride back from Bintulu, was reading a book and God was speaking to me. It was so amazing. Got encouraged by the words in the book. as if God giving me very clear instruction to what I should be doing next year. Many of my church friends in kl felt really bad that i have to fly 2 hours from KL-Bintulu and another 3 hours bus ride back to Miri ( am trying to save some air ticket money as tickets from kl-miri costs about RM580 whereas KL-Bintulu is only RM300 plus). But i totally enjoyed the ride. Overwhelmed with God's word and His love.

have a look at some photos taken during the short trip.

Pre-Wedding Dinner with Grace

Our Suits

Church Ceremony

Wedding Dinner

Hotel Room @ Hilton

Bride & Me

give & take 取与舍之间

2008-12-16T06:29:00.000-08:00

was thinking to write in chinese. but cant find the chinese programme in my sista laptop

watched a tv programme. they interviewed a lady (i shall named her Ms Li) that spend most of her time with drug addicts and HIV positive 'mangsa' in mainland china. The conversation recorded as follow:

Reporter: Dont you think its a waste of time to spend time with them? to risk your health, to provide them with monies. Almost 95% of the addicts do not come back and do not follow your programme

Ms. Li: Even for the 5%, I am willing to spend my time with them. To help them.

The commentary ended with a sentence, to help them you need a lot of determination.

I pray for the determination...and i was told that to serve the youth, you need a rubber heart, a heart that can be squeezed many times and bounce back.

regardless, current situation...heart broken. but glad that i m seeing a few kids that are growing. I pray that your hardwork will give you good result.I hope that you all sow seed at the good soil 种子被撒在好的心田。 I see your effort and the most important thing is you have learnt to commit 付出 and sacrify 犧牲.

我雖然是一個死纏爛打的輔導員，不過也會有放棄的時候。。

爱。改变生命

2008-12-14T18:07:00.000-08:00

墨尔本之旅

2008-12-14T18:06:00.001-08:00

墨尔本之旅

写给妹妹的…

在这一次南下，感受良多。

看见以前blur blur的妹妹都长大了，
以前什么都要kakak照顾的妹妹已经开始为自己的生活作安排了
为自己的将来开始计划了

以前该连问路都不敢的你们

现在已经学会:

自己订机票
自己搭的士去apartment
安排爸妈的晚餐
自己回悉尼

从谈话中发现

你们开始有自己的立场
开始学习取舍
选择科目, 选择group member, 选择朋友
也开始要放弃一些朋友
也有很多泪

成长虽然辛苦不过这是必经的过程吧
继续加油

备注
是时候放弃facebook, 放弃珠光宝气, 放弃韩剧, 支持日剧!

一肚子的火

2008-12-11T10:07:00.000-08:00

说好十一点补习。给你们多十五分钟的时间。知道你们迟到。打包了烤面包给你们。你们既让没出现。至到联络上你们才发现你们需要工作。买了folder给你们，老师也到了，面包也冷了。

你们的时间是时间，我们的就不是吗？

本来今天已经很累了。不想写blog的，不过一肚子气。答应自己没把气灭了，不睡觉

问你们要不要买concert的票，你们借口多多。要工作啦，没有空啦，最糟的时，我最有期待的那个少年跟我说，他会直闯dewan suarah, 更说一向来都不用买票的。知道你们会很舍得花钱吃东西，打电话，请喜欢的人吃饭。听了心在滴血。买票是一个支持luzhou的行动。不像去戏院，买了一定要值回票价。更不用说，买票是为了答谢那些在luzhou为你们补习与辅导你们的老师。

你们的行动让我对你们彻底失望。要就买票，不然就不要出现。不要让自己难看。

你们几时才学会不要那么自我，那么霸道，那么没良心。

真的怀疑你们是用什么心态来对luzhou.

mergers of two family...teo & ong = tiong? haha

2008-12-07T07:12:00.000-08:00

Today is a special day

2008-12-07T07:02:00.000-08:00

Attended brother's wedding today. Amazing. A bit of chaotic in the morning but we manage to sort it out. thank god for the perfect weather for outdoor wedding.

It is indeed a very significant day for the teo's and the ong's. It is two beautiful soul merging into one. amazing... i was asked to give my brother a testimonial. haha. payback time...

my speech

First of all, I would like to welcome Jasmine into our family.

When How first told me that he wants me to be his emcee for this occasion as well as sharing a testimony, I thought this is the pay back time.

I should reveal all his deepest and darkest secret of his innocent youth.

How is full of surprises. As a family member, he never fails to surprise us in different occasion,

How is the Mac Gurvey in our family. His is the person to look for when we need to get the light bulb fit, the alarm clock adjusted, the dvd player fixed , car battery changed, However, he did spoilt some clocks, bicycle and dvd players in his experiments.

How was mischievous as well. He had his firs accident when he was 7 yrs old.

How bought his own bicycle on my father expense when he was 8 yrs old. He literally ask for credit terms from the bicycle shop behind my dad’s office . If I remembered correctly he said something like “ My dad will pay for it” and just drag the bicycle away. Of cuz after a few days, he get his share of rotan punishment.

How jumped the q. Yes. He get married before his elder brother. Luckily, we are not from a traditional family where I have to wear a red underpants. It will be very deadly.

Melbourne=Transformation

Throughout the years, I have seen How transforming to be a better person. The most drastic transformation was during the his stay in Melbourne to pursue his building construction degree . I have observed that he has become a more patient, disciplined and accountable person. I couldn’t understand the drastic change.

It was only until one day when How told me that he has met his dream girl. And he added that this girl has impacted her life in my ways. For How to say something like that, it daunted me. In my mind, he must have met some gangster chick. But to my surprise, during our short stay in Melbourne in 1999, I met Jasmine and she appears to be the gentle spirited, soft spoken and smarting looking girl.

I remembered after our brief meeting, how asked me so how how? Good mah? I answered him, she is a good girl, treat her well.

So jasmine, on behalf of our family, I thank you for standing by him while we all were away from him. Thank you for your support and guidance while he needed the most. Thank you for seeing his strength and impacted his life.

I would like to take this opportunity to thank Uncle Jimmy and Aunty Winnie for taking care of Ah how during his stay in Melbourne. Also, to all his friends in Melbourne. Thank you.

A few tips for Jasmine, my sister-in-law,

Living with How

How enjoys his personal space. He has a room by himself in our hometown. His own sound system, own computer. So give him necessary personal space.

My mum secret weapon. Food and soup. I think Jasmine has mastered this. How is a soup person. So cook him good soup and he is all yours.

For How,

You are no longer the young and reckless brother. Although I do miss fighting with u sometimes.

You are now a man.

You are the head of a family.

You no longer can make decision by your ownself.

You must learn to communicate and make decision as one.

Finally let me take a quote from the bible to end....

For How...

Better a patient man than a warrior, a man who controls his temper than one who takes a city. Proverbs 16:32

For Both of You...

As the church is under Christ's authority, so wives are under their husbands' authority in everything.

Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ also loved the church and gave Himself up for her. Ephesians 5:24-25

拣选 ...

2008-12-02T23:12:00.000-08:00

写给血气方刚的少年人,

我在BBQ时跟你们分享过
我对你们的遭遇,家庭状况与生活遭遇感到困扰与同情

不过我也深信神很爱你们
他在你们的不幸中看到绿洲,
遇到LUCAS老师,
遇到肯和你们补习的老师,
遇到肯教你减肥的老师,
遇到像我的人..哈哈哈

很多人都遇不到,
很多人都还在跌跌撞撞
很多人到今时今日对生活没有要求
很多人都还误打误撞

神让你们打开心眼,你们对生命开始有抱负

我深信神要你们在生活上要有一番作为
他把你们从在人群中拣选出来,
他肯定有他的特别的旨意

你们都是一群很有潜能的年轻人
你们都有很强的生存的意念
我深信一旦你们把生命的方向搞清楚,找到那个定点
你们会比别人走的更远,飞得更高

拣选

2008-12-02T16:53:00.000-08:00

拣选。。

最近和年青人相处久了发现大家都blur blur 的
问他们生命的目的和方向，大家的回答都不是很肯定，好像一位司机没有目的的在驾驶

给教会的年轻人

我深信神把你们放在教会是他精心的安排
他要你们自小就有好的道德超练，有一群可以backup你的弟兄/兄弟。
虽然你有你的委屈，家里有状况，情感与情绪需要整理。
不过你是否想过，能在神的应许中和成长是多么美丽的事情
你有没有问过自己，为什么在那么多的年轻人，你为什么选择来青团，来教会加侍奉，来崇拜，

我相信这就是神的拣选。
他在那么多的年轻人当中看到了你们。
看到你们自己看不到的
看到你们的才华，影响力，领袖能力

在圣经中记载了许许多多的年轻人被神拣选成为领袖。。
大维王。所罗门王。但以理。

当你知道自己的存在不是偶然的，是神的精心安排和拣选
你的生命就像有了一个方向
一旦你找到那个定点，生命就不再迷糊。

他已经拣选了你，你的回应呢？

豁出去吧年轻人
让主带领你吧

Internet Addict writing from Melbounre- Internet Cafe

2008-12-02T00:48:00.000-08:00

hahaha..this is so funny. I just told internetSian that im officially internet addict. I have been trying to go online the whole day despite i m staying/having holiday in one of the nicest city in the world-Melbourne.

1st - i was trying to tap on people's wireless but it doesnt work
2nd - they are charging AUD15/day for internet access (I think I might go for this)
3rd - Internet Cafe charging AUD3.50 for 30 mins

I found one that is AUD2 for 30mins but it is already closed. hai....

its been a while i dont have to attend my spiritual life
its been a while i dont have to do follow up on those interesting gangster
its been a while i dont have to rush for meeetings
its been a while i m welcome by warm sun when i wake up
its been a while i feel the cool breeze when i walk down the street
its been a while i feel like a tourist
its been a while that i have breakfast (seafood) with my parents next to a river
its been a while that i see my parents just chill in the apartment and talk
its been a while that i have to go to internet cafe to go online
its been a while that i will spent another week with all my siblings overseas....
its been a while......

一個营会学会了很多的不因该

2008-11-24T03:29:00.000-08:00

一个营会。5 个导师。10 位义工。55个营友。

在这个营会学习了很多的不应该

不应该太高估自己的办事能力，很多时候，很多的事都需要互补

不应该太任性，不能就是不能，要接受状况

不应该把事情都留到最后才来做，一切都太迟了

不应该以为家里有两老是理所当然的，很多人得不到亲情

不应该把老师在学校给你的信任毁了，很多人得不到肯定

不应该把自己的青春放在朋友的手上，可能会被他人毁了

谢谢义工默默地为luzhou付出, 谢谢你们的脑，你们的体力，你们的一切。

谢谢Luzhou同工的信任与包含，我也在这营会找到了我的定位。我行与我不行的，找回我对年轻人的负担与热诚。

2008-11-24T01:00:00.001-08:00

写给一群血气方刚的少年人的一封信

2008-11-23T19:16:00.000-08:00

给一群血气方刚的少年人，

第一天在营会遇见你们，很庆幸不是带领你们的小组。

在游戏中领受你们的脾气，固执与自我
在主讲时领受你们对讲演的不尊敬和不认真
在LIMBO ROCK时领受你们的野蛮与好胜心

在我确定放弃的时候，看到了你们

在游戏中对组员的细心照顾，你们不再对他们呼呼呵呵
在歌唱被你们的热情和尖叫感染了，你们顿时变得可爱
在破茧表演时，看到你们把自己的故事呈现出来，有流氓，有离婚夫妻，有流氓导师，有李小龙，真的是太搞笑，笑到哭。
在小组分享时才发现你们每一个都在为自己打仗，在挣扎，在期待破茧的那一天

我被你们的故事感动了

我开始期待你们出头的那一天

我开始相信你们是型与行

我开始等待你们创造历史

用圣经的话与你们共勉之

-若有人在基督里，他就是新造的人，旧事已过都变成新的了

-我的弟兄们，你们遭遇各种试练的时候，都要看为喜乐；因为知道你们的信心经过考验，就产生忍耐。但忍耐要坚持到底，使你们可以完全，毫无缺乏。

-弟兄们，我不起为自己已经得着了，我只有一件事，就是忘记背后，努力面前，向着目标协力追求。。。

我期待破茧的你们，我期待你们在自己岗位出头的那一天。。

runaway from dubai

2008-11-02T23:01:00.000-08:00

i have been asked many times why i left despite the good pay and the luxurious lifestyle that i can 'afford' to indulge in. It is really to explain it, especially when one value culture and lifestyle more that money....i bumped into a friends blog which pen down his view on living in dubai which reflect my perception of dubai as well...

Writer-Saeed Omar

11 May 2008

in vogue

I just want to break away with everything now. the more i live in Dubai the more i am disgusted with its residents. materialistic vultures who roam around the city thinking they have it all. i just need a break from all of this. seriously!

i feel like i need to escape to a jungle somewhere and build me a hut to live in for a couple of years. it would be better than this concrete jungle. i fear that the mental and spiritual damage that i have endured by the Dubaians have stained my heart and soul forever.

there is this deviation from our culture and habits. how on earth is it possible that in one generation we as Palestenians, Lebanese and all Arabs in general, who largely make up the Dubai Arab expatriate population, degenrate into a full fledged liberal, flamboyant, insensitive and materialistic people. our fathers and grandfathers would have never dreamt such a change! what a divorse in habits, and a discourse with everything that is us! even the European and Indian expatriates of Dubai are similiarily selfish and envious. there is something very wrong going on...

there must be a psychopath diagnosis term to describe these symptoms. because almost everybody is affected by it.

i dont know what is the norm by which i should compare ppl. i dont know what is a healthy society anyhow, or how it looks like. what i know is that it hurts having to cope with the strange human behaviour everyday and having to witness this sad detachmenet from human nature for the sake of money. it really is frustrating and sadening to see most ppl trapped by global merchandise and brands, to see ppl occupied with trivial mind-entertaining news!

everybody loves madonna, everyone makes it a point to u that they have got the latest xbox stuff and games, everybody is a fan of this dance club and that DJ and this rock genre, everyone is a slave for a different certain clothes brand, and some would kill for a foreign football club playing in a distant foreign country, eveything envogue is to die for, and everything old is ridiculed even if it was natural or convenient... the rationale is either be the flavor of the month or perish...

the worst side to all of this, is the fact that eveybody complains about the same thing! maybe because it seems like fashionable conversation!

Saeed

-end of quote-

my dubai trip

2008-10-26T23:17:00.000-07:00

.home.

2008-10-26T09:44:00.000-07:00

october was a crazy month but a month to be thankful as well. travel across a few ocean to manage an event in Dubai. standing a few hours straight to manage the hostesses. yes. that is my job. managing promoters/hostesses engage by client. my job is to make sure that they work. so basically slave driver. this is my 2nd year doing this. but it was all good fun. just wish that they have provided us with chairs. standing 6 hrs straight with little break in btw is just cruel.

met up with my old dubai friends which was jolly fun. laugh n eat n manage to play some beach vball. celebrated my bday in dubai as well. arabhow aka my brotha organised a bday for me and his futuer wife lovelyjasmine. had mexican food. good food good accompany.

rushed back to brunei and catch a night flight to kl with mycrazyhighschool mate. rested a day before departing for bangkok. Bangkok was fun. totally chilled n relax. shop a bit for my new clothing store. and some props for some themed dinner. it was a good break from busy hectic schedule. but now i m back n fully recharged n energized...following is my sunday programme...

830-1000 Church
1000-1200 Lunch with brotha n watched Merdeka Softball Competition (dont know why they call it merdeka match)
1300-1500 Rested at home and little did i know that i was suppose to be at lu zhou to conduct an audition session...felt miserable..only reach lu zhou an hour later...manage to cast a few students for drama
1530-1830-went to marina bay to launch our aquatic ball. a lot of enquiries and a lot of youngste took up the free trial which is good.
1830-1845- rushed home took a quick shower n dinner. rushed to KRP for volleyball practise. havent been playing for a month or so. practising for MIRI OPEN Vball Comp. Had a good game not too rusty yet....
1845-2300- vball practise n supper........n now writing my blog... my goodness..busy but furitful

i really need a calendar planner or smthing to keep track. my thank god for all these. i m living like a retired person..many cant enjoy the life that i m experience rite now...i thank god for every moment of it...will have to post some photos up soon...otherwise, some might complain its too wordy....sigh...

The Day Has Come

2008-10-03T00:33:00.000-07:00

A day full of emotion. A day where I finally show my temper. Thousand of apology to those that was not involved. I guessed you all were shock to see the normal guai2 ah hui gor2 showing his the other side.

It was just a series of unfortunate events. As many know I am flying to dubai for assignment but faced a lot of setback and issues. Dragging with all these, attended Huat Kee's bday. Had a good time fellowship with church friends. Was very scared that will be sabotage and received my part 3 punishment. even bought an extra clothes and pants as going to a malay friend house for raya visitation.

ok. where to begin. got pin down. hands and legs got tie up by 5-6 plp. cant remember who cuz it was in a flash second. sore shoulders. helpless. trying to defend myself. this time is a different feeling. the feeling wasnt as good as part 1 n part 2. i felt being bullied. and it came off guard. i guess this time i felt physical hurt.

was upset and disappointed. dint not expect to be bullied like that. heart sank n the first respond was anger. i know it was meant to be entertaining n end up with a funny ending. but i just dont have the effort to laugh at it cuz i was physical hurt and mentally wasnt prepared for this.

anywie had a good time during visitation where i can just chill. went home n read InternetSian blog. of cuz he has blog his feeling there. heart broken and was furious. it is been a while i felt heartache. not because of what he has done but his words. heavy n harsh. noted all his comments.

i guess it just wrong time wrong game with wrong person. This is my prayer before I slept:

God, things dint end up the way it was planned.i am filled with anger and disappointment. I pray that you heal the hearts and let me release all the burden to you. You say one cannot sleep in grudge and i shall let u lead.

thanks to those that attempt to de-anger me. thank you for your godly advise.

...someone told me...you gotta have a rubber heart...a heart that can bounce back after being squashed...many times....i like... the day has come...the day to move on...Let God take the lead, lets focus on the big picture.

Embarassing Day

2008-10-01T23:13:00.000-07:00

The day has come where the dark force has joint forces to sabotage the righteous one (c'est moi). was told to have dinner with the evil force. reluctantly went to jin wu to meet them. mana tau fully book. so change venue to Ming Cafe. I dah tau they are going to sabotage me gao2. just hope that they have liang xin not to publicly humiliate me.

Cut story short la. I was blind folded and got driven around town in InternetSian's car. Then I drag me out from the car and gave me instruction to walk around. They put a cupboard or smthing around my neck. Scary la. Then I heard music from a store which i guess it came from Ming Cafe. I refused to walk pass the crowd as I believe I look STUPID lo.

The dark force dragged me through MING CAFE, SOHO & CHILLI PEPPER okay. I heard voices saying that is TEO CHIN HUI leh. aduh. memang malu.

Anywie, then they drove me to TANJUNG LOBANG. apa lagi, got thrown into deep water sea la. Bought me a cake with butt shape and little thong. apa la. But from the loud laughther from everyone i think they enjoyed themselves la. poor bday boi to be..note that my bday is on the 8 Oct okay. sudah kena sabotage gao2.

Anywie, thanks for organizing it. but still cant beat me la. 7 1/2 out of 10...wuahahhaah....

2008-10-01T23:12:00.000-07:00

My entry on Beauty of Life

[correction. InternetSian told me is I limteh with your sista not paktow with my sista. You cannot blame me to think you paktow with my sista ma. It was like 12 mid nite and you were there with my sista]

2008-10-01T23:09:00.001-07:00

30Sep-1Oct

2008-10-01T23:00:00.000-07:00

30 Sep-Deliverance from Black Hole

don't try to hurry the black hole process along. Remember, when Joseph was in the depths of the pit, there was nothing he could do about it. He couldn't climb out, jump out, levitate out, or talk his way out. All he could do was pray and wait upon the Lord.

1 Oct-Studying to Give vs Studying to Know
-prayer abstract- very the powerful
Dear God, I ask You to please give me the grace to be a faithful follower during times of prosperity as well as lean and trying times. I pray that I will be consistent "in season and out of season." I pray also for my family, that my whole household would serve you with gladness. Where there is doubt, give reassurance. Where there is sorrow, give joy. Where there is an ounce of faith, give an abundance of hope. I thank you and praise you in Jesus’ name, amen.

Beauty of Life

2008-09-29T20:11:00.001-07:00

Today is like a roller coaster ride for me. very emotional drained. Experienced excitement, disappointment and excitement again all in one day.

Excitement- Lost & Found

My clumpsymiccy sister lost her i-phone few days back then. We don’t have much hope that we will get it back. However after 5 days we all decided to give it a try. I told her to call up digi center to check on the last call. Thank god the phone was still activate and it recorded a few calls. We track the number and found the person that is holding the phone. Surpirsingly they agreed to return the phone. Praise the Lord! My sister was so happy and say God answered her prayer and will give more offering this week! Haaa..human nature. You gotta experience it baru believe

Disappointment- Phone call from Dubai

Client has requested that she needs Arabic speaking hostesses for the event. Called a few modeling agency and apparently all are booked. Client is stress I am stress. 2 girls are flying out tomorrow and I don’t have a place for them to stay. There is but cost 600/nite. Walao ey! Rompak meh..God ah. You need to intervene and help! I need You!

Excitement- Crazy Street Party

It was about 12 mid nite, clumpsymiccy rushing up to my room and said her car broke down and need my help. Rushed down and checked the car which is parked outside. Little did I know I saw internetsien standing there. The conversation as follow

BlurHui-Sian why are u here?

InternetSian-I, paktow with your sista ma [correction. InternetSian told me is I limteh with your sista. You cannot blame me to think you paktow with my sista ma. It was like 12 mid nite and you were there with my sista]

BlurHui- [thinking…shit sian must be very stress and need to talk to me, quickly rush to the car to try so that can attend to InternetSian, I turned my back and want to counsel Sian]

Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

It was a set up. They were about 6 crazy teenagers rushing from all side of my house throwing all kinds of unidentified items at me. I heard laughter and screaming. Apparently my SleepyMum told me later that neighbours called and asked where our house got rompak. Hahaa.

Anywie, thanks to InternetSian [the director], CrazyJun [she kept on saying u deserve it], PeperLoong, EggFen, FlourSteve, BoBotheDog, JieztheCameraMan & ClumpsyMiccy. By the way my mum knew about it all the while….sigh….

Thank God for ups n downs in life. I guess this make you appreciate people and things around u more.

Offering

2008-09-28T09:38:00.000-07:00

28 Sept-Offering.....

Today went to church late (almost missed the church) i guessed i have overworked my eyes. should spend less time in front of the computer. turning to a computer nerd. will do that after my dubai assignment.

Ya. Church. Had a good time enjoying the sermon today. It is a sermon that I wished the church has preached my years ago! Hallelujah!. God has answered my prayer. A topic that most gospel church do not touch on. OFFERING! it has been too long that we have neglect this topic. we have talked about God's love, God's grace, God's mercy, God's ability to provide. But we do not talk about our obligation as a christian, our duty as his servant, our responsible as his money keeper.

I thank God that I have attended church that has really challenged me in terms of offering. Later did I know that giving my 10% to God has in return blessed me so much. During my uni years, I have faithfully offer God the 10% of my monthly allowances. It wasnt an easy task. I started working as a sandwich artist at Subway, I have more income- I get paid AUD11/hour. So I normally get about AUD120/week. (10% was like AUD12, on top of that I normally offer AUD10-20). Ey. AUD32 is like about RM100 okay. somemore i masih uni student..walao ey...my parents money somemore. but i really pray to God. God, I follow ur instruction. You gotta lead me in this.

But praise the Lord, He is able and He is truely our provider. He has never short changed me.

Little did I know that by practising giving 10% offering for AUD120/mth has make me to develop such a habit to offer and tithe. It never crossed my mind that I could ever earn 10k/mth which means a whoppy offering of 1k offering/month. but i have peace and not lacking anything until now.

Today's msg might not be the most popular and be the A list sermon for the year, but i think its time to keep us thinking and bring us to another level of offering instead of tipping.

Lesson learnt:
-With the little you have, start giving.
-Money is like flesh n skin so close to our body, cutting 1 inch of it we feel the pain.
-Plan your financial properly (God come before PSP, Nokia/Sony Ericson New Handphone/humm.maybe lexus convertable as well)
-Put your priority right

Hide & Seek

christmas在心里

美妙音乐会

穿着美丽外衣的外星人

Project Accomplish!

L-O-V-E STRUCK

写给那两兄弟

有感而发

RUTH的故事

激励的话

很有品味的一个星期

我的祝福

休息是为了走更长远的路

private time

life is beautiful

life is beautiful

event 和 新店的照片

我的F4

很疯狂的一个星期

its been so so long

创造历史的营会-爱。零距离夏日青年营

谈得与失

photo post- Bintulu Working Trip

在工作中...

很沉重的对话

My Big Day-Baptism Day!!!

event in bintulu...

朋友

inspiration

Jazzy Night

很忙很忙的一个星期

城堡

prayer request

what a day

不要叫人小看你 | 基 督

‘谈‘钢琴

成了

我要学会放手

要求和期待

见证

photo blog

blogging from brunei airport

too many photos..too little time (youth camp photos)

我收到你的卡了!!!!

很感人的三天两夜

何谓D-I-S-C? (PART 2)

何谓DISC? (PART 1)....

extra mile

神的话。。。

很应景得一首歌

责任。稳重

另一个突破。。。。

爸爸的故事

很WOW的一天

My First Handmade Valentine Card for Mum

很有感动的一首歌

一言为定

不打不行吗？

在祷告中纪念。。

感恩。。。

Love is in the Air........铁汉柔情

一张卡

又病，又累

家访

鼓励别人，提醒自己

Greetings from Indonesia...LOL!

生意人。。。

more decoration and photos...http://starmarketing.wordpress.com

The Big Day Has Come

很不错的一首歌

很想念。。阿嘛

新年。。

So true.....

倒数-

Christmas Party at Val's Place

God's greatest christmas present- Love

give & take 取与舍之间

爱。改变生命

墨尔本之旅

一肚子的火

event 和新店的照片

不要叫人小看你 | 基督