Sunday, October 26, 2008

my dubai trip




.home.

october was a crazy month but a month to be thankful as well. travel across a few ocean to manage an event in Dubai. standing a few hours straight to manage the hostesses. yes. that is my job. managing promoters/hostesses engage by client. my job is to make sure that they work. so basically slave driver. this is my 2nd year doing this. but it was all good fun. just wish that they have provided us with chairs. standing 6 hrs straight with little break in btw is just cruel.

met up with my old dubai friends which was jolly fun. laugh n eat n manage to play some beach vball. celebrated my bday in dubai as well. arabhow aka my brotha organised a bday for me and his futuer wife lovelyjasmine. had mexican food. good food good accompany.

rushed back to brunei and catch a night flight to kl with mycrazyhighschool mate. rested a day before departing for bangkok. Bangkok was fun. totally chilled n relax. shop a bit for my new clothing store. and some props for some themed dinner. it was a good break from busy hectic schedule. but now i m back n fully recharged n energized...following is my sunday programme...

830-1000 Church
1000-1200 Lunch with brotha n watched Merdeka Softball Competition (dont know why they call it merdeka match)
1300-1500 Rested at home and little did i know that i was suppose to be at lu zhou to conduct an audition session...felt miserable..only reach lu zhou an hour later...manage to cast a few students for drama
1530-1830-went to marina bay to launch our aquatic ball. a lot of enquiries and a lot of youngste took up the free trial which is good.
1830-1845- rushed home took a quick shower n dinner. rushed to KRP for volleyball practise. havent been playing for a month or so. practising for MIRI OPEN Vball Comp. Had a good game not too rusty yet....
1845-2300- vball practise n supper........n now writing my blog... my goodness..busy but furitful

i really need a calendar planner or smthing to keep track. my thank god for all these. i m living like a retired person..many cant enjoy the life that i m experience rite now...i thank god for every moment of it...will have to post some photos up soon...otherwise, some might complain its too wordy....sigh...

Friday, October 3, 2008

The Day Has Come

A day full of emotion. A day where I finally show my temper. Thousand of apology to those that was not involved. I guessed you all were shock to see the normal guai2 ah hui gor2 showing his the other side.

It was just a series of unfortunate events. As many know I am flying to dubai for assignment but faced a lot of setback and issues. Dragging with all these, attended Huat Kee's bday. Had a good time fellowship with church friends. Was very scared that will be sabotage and received my part 3 punishment. even bought an extra clothes and pants as going to a malay friend house for raya visitation.

ok. where to begin. got pin down. hands and legs got tie up by 5-6 plp. cant remember who cuz it was in a flash second. sore shoulders. helpless. trying to defend myself. this time is a different feeling. the feeling wasnt as good as part 1 n part 2. i felt being bullied. and it came off guard. i guess this time i felt physical hurt.

was upset and disappointed. dint not expect to be bullied like that. heart sank n the first respond was anger. i know it was meant to be entertaining n end up with a funny ending. but i just dont have the effort to laugh at it cuz i was physical hurt and mentally wasnt prepared for this.

anywie had a good time during visitation where i can just chill. went home n read InternetSian blog. of cuz he has blog his feeling there. heart broken and was furious. it is been a while i felt heartache. not because of what he has done but his words. heavy n harsh. noted all his comments.

i guess it just wrong time wrong game with wrong person. This is my prayer before I slept:

God, things dint end up the way it was planned.i am filled with anger and disappointment. I pray that you heal the hearts and let me release all the burden to you. You say one cannot sleep in grudge and i shall let u lead.

thanks to those that attempt to de-anger me. thank you for your godly advise.

...someone told me...you gotta have a rubber heart...a heart that can bounce back after being squashed...many times....i like... the day has come...the day to move on...Let God take the lead, lets focus on the big picture.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Embarassing Day

The day has come where the dark force has joint forces to sabotage the righteous one (c'est moi). was told to have dinner with the evil force. reluctantly went to jin wu to meet them. mana tau fully book. so change venue to Ming Cafe. I dah tau they are going to sabotage me gao2. just hope that they have liang xin not to publicly humiliate me.

Cut story short la. I was blind folded and got driven around town in InternetSian's car. Then I drag me out from the car and gave me instruction to walk around. They put a cupboard or smthing around my neck. Scary la. Then I heard music from a store which i guess it came from Ming Cafe. I refused to walk pass the crowd as I believe I look STUPID lo.

The dark force dragged me through MING CAFE, SOHO & CHILLI PEPPER okay. I heard voices saying that is TEO CHIN HUI leh. aduh. memang malu.

Anywie, then they drove me to TANJUNG LOBANG. apa lagi, got thrown into deep water sea la. Bought me a cake with butt shape and little thong. apa la. But from the loud laughther from everyone i think they enjoyed themselves la. poor bday boi to be..note that my bday is on the 8 Oct okay. sudah kena sabotage gao2.

Anywie, thanks for organizing it. but still cant beat me la. 7 1/2 out of 10...wuahahhaah....
My entry on Beauty of Life

[correction. InternetSian told me is I limteh with your sista not paktow with my sista. You cannot blame me to think you paktow with my sista ma. It was like 12 mid nite and you were there with my sista]

30Sep-1Oct

30 Sep-Deliverance from Black Hole

don't try to hurry the black hole process along. Remember, when Joseph was in the depths of the pit, there was nothing he could do about it. He couldn't climb out, jump out, levitate out, or talk his way out. All he could do was pray and wait upon the Lord.

1 Oct-Studying to Give vs Studying to Know
-prayer abstract- very the powerful
Dear God, I ask You to please give me the grace to be a faithful follower during times of prosperity as well as lean and trying times. I pray that I will be consistent "in season and out of season." I pray also for my family, that my whole household would serve you with gladness. Where there is doubt, give reassurance. Where there is sorrow, give joy. Where there is an ounce of faith, give an abundance of hope. I thank you and praise you in Jesus’ name, amen.